My Little Sunshine

Twelve

Isaiah POV

Sitting here with her on my lap I can't help but hold her so our chests touch. Her arms around my neck while one of mine are around her waist, the other holding her cheek while my thumb rubs back and forth comfortingly. I think comforting me more than her though.

"Do you want to go in? Warm up a bit?" Rose asks in a quiet voice. I shake my head not feeling cold whatsoever but when a shiver went up her spine, I changed my mind. Standing up, I keep Rose in my arms, her legs wrapping around my waist in response.

Making sure she doesn't fall, I hold her tight and make my way to her house. Upon getting to the window, I place her on the edge sitting her up. Her hands rest on my shoulders, her cold fingers biting in to my skin but I don't mind it as I guide her inside her room where it's warmer. After she's in, I climb in after her.

Rose sits on her bed, her cheeks bright red as she stares away from me. I frown as I walk up to her. My hand cupping her cheek again and guiding her to look at me. Her eyes travel up my body, starting from my thighs, her eyes lingering on my cock. I feel myself twitch in excitement and start to harden at her intense stare.

She watches as I grow hard then her eyes trail up my chest before she reaches my eyes. Rose stands up and places her hands on my chest. I stare down at her wondering what she's going. My cock painfully aching the more I think about her. And the more I think about her the more I want to lay her down on her bed and make her cry in ecstasy. With so much pleasure.

"Rose." I whisper. She shakes her head silencing me. She backs away slowly and I follow her. We both climb on her bed and lay down. Rose covering us. I inch closer to her and once again pull her to my chest. One arm going around her shoulders, the other reaching down to pull her knee over my side. My hand resting on her thigh where I rub my thumb on her clothed thigh.

"Where have you been all this time?" She asks.

"In the woods." I tell her plainly.

"Why?"

"I had no where else to go." I shrug. "Elodie told me what everyone failed to say. I know when to take a hint so I left. The pack now burden free with me gone."

"No, it's not. It's miserable." Rose frowns deeply. "It's really miserable. Your mum and dad are miserable. Your poor mum is practically dying without you. Her baby boy is gone and she hasn't seen him. A week, Isaiah, you've been gone a week and she's losing her mind. Please, whatever you do go and see her. And do it soon. Elodie is worried about you, we've all been so worried about you."

"Elodie only worries about herself." I muttered stubbornly.

"Isaiah, I don't know what she said, but she is. She's so worried. I'm not excusing whatever she said, it was wrong. But she's your sister, Elodie is sorry and very much like your mum." She tells me.

"She told me that I was a burden and everyone would be better off without me. I am a psychopath and she hates that she's related to me. She said," I breathe deeply. "She said that I harass you and that I'm a burden to everyone in the pack so it's best that I leave. So I did. And now you're saying she's worried. So forgive me if I find it hard to believe that my sister ever worries about her biggest burden."

"You're not a burden, Isaiah. Not to me."

"Rich coming from the girl who cries whenever I so much as look at her." I spit out.

"I-," she stutters. A frown comes over her face as she stares at me. "It wasn't like that. Whenever you came up to me it scared me. You're so intimidating, you'd scent me and it freaked me out. My mind registered fight or flight and I couldn't do either so I cried. But when you took me to the woods that day, you showed me a side I want to continue seeing. You were so gentle and then you came to my room the same night and did the same. You held me like this." She inched closer to me, put her leg over my side a little more, her thigh rubbing against my cock making me groan.

Rose placed her forehead on mine and her lips grazed mine. So close and I just want to push my lips on to hers. Her soft breath on my lips had me wanting to do all kinds of things to her. To pin her below me, to have her on top of me, in any way she'd let me.

"You held me so gently like this." As she spoke the more her lips grazed mine. "Never have I ever wanted to be in someone's arms so much. Never have I ever wanted to kiss someone that isn't my mate. To have them fuck me like I'm theirs. Since the moment you held me like this, in this bed, I've wanted nothing more than to have you climb through my window again and hold me like this. Maybe one day take it further."

I couldn't speak as I gazed in to her eyes. The same eyes that leaked tears in my presence but now, fuck, now they're laced with desire. Pleasure filled eyes begging me to fuck her.

Gently, I moved so I could hover over her. With her leg on my side it didn't take much for Rose to lay on her back and me between her legs. Our foreheads not moving an inch away from one another. Our lips grazing that tiny bit more. The urge to just kiss her. Fuck that future, fuck any mates that may come. Right here and now I am hers and she is mine.

"Can I kiss you?" I whispered needing to feel her on another level than this. Hopefully some time soon I'll feel my cock between her legs.

"If you promise me tomorrow you go home and see your family."

"I can't promise that." I told her. I couldn't. As much as I want to I don't think I could. Not after it being this long.

Rose leaned up like she was going to kiss me. I closed my eyes ready to feel her lips on mine. Ready to feel the plumpness and the pleasure that would come with it. Only she didn't move from there. I opened my eyes to see her with a cheeky smile.

"Then you don't have my permission to kiss me. Not until you reconnect with your family. Your mum at least." Rose said.

"I could just take your lips now." I whispered.

"You wouldn't dare." She smirked and laid down so there was now a full gap between us. Only our hips touching from me laid between her legs.

And she was right. I wouldn't dare, not without her permission.

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