My Little Sunshine

Twenty

Isaiah POV

Every chance Rose and I got, we laid in a bed and pleasured one another. A further week has passed and we know each other on a deeper level. We came together in one of the oddest ways probably possible, we learnt about each other, learned our likes and dislikes, what generally made us happy and unhappy. Now we've learned how to make each other feel good.

I sneak in to her room at night. Some nights we don't even have sex, I just need her in my arms and that's all that matters to us. That one night she snuck in to my room when she had a sleepover with Elodie and we couldn't keep our hands off each other. Intimately or not, we're always needing one another.

Like tonight Elodie held another sleepover. Rose came in to my room and practically pounded on me. She pinned me to the bed and straddled me. For the first time she took control, she had it all in her small, soft hands. All I could do was grip her hips as she rode me, my lips kissing her chest and sucking her nipples.

Now we were tangled up in bed naked just cuddling each other. Another thing she did was she is big spoon. Usually it's me, but tonight I could help but move down the bed and cuddle up to her chest. There were no objections and Rose wrapped her arms around me.

"I should get back. I'm sure one of them has woken up and is looking for me." Rose sighed.

"I don't care. Stay with me." I replied burying my face between her boobs.

"Isaiah." Rose sighed, I looked up to see a smile on her face. "You can be a real kid sometimes you know that? My needy little baby."

"Shut up." I frowned and moved away from her. I sat on the edge of my bed and ran my hands through my hair.

"Isaiah." Rose said. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing." I muttered and stood up pulling some shorts on. "Get dressed, I thought you had to go back."

"Don't be like that." She sighed. "What's wrong."

I chuckled humourlessly and shook my head. "Nothing. I'm fine, just need to get away from you before my friends see us together. You know, so they can't judge me."

"Where is this all coming from? I don't care what anyone thinks, Isaiah. I love you and that's all that matters."

"Do you? Do you actually, Rose. All I've known is staying in, me sneaking to your house or you sneaking in here when you have a sleepover. We don't go out, when I ask you don't want to. But it's okay, sunshine, I get it completely. You don't want to be judged being with a psychopath. People probably think I've harassed you or threatened you to go on a date with me."

"You want to go on a date with me?" She smiled.

"Are you serious? Is that all you got from that?" I looked at her in disbelief.

"Isaiah." Rose moved to the edge of the bed and grabbed my hands. She pulled me so I was standing in front of her and she was kneeling on the bed. "I love you, but I refuse to be seen with someone who isn't my boyfriend."

"So your saying I'm just a fuck buddy?" I frowned. "Something you use then throw away when you're done with me."

"No, that's not what I'm saying at all." She shook her head. "What I'm saying is that you haven't asked me to go out directly. If I had it my way we'd stay in all the time so we can be alone, I don't care about people judging me, I don't want them to judge us because I love what we have. I would love to go on dates but you never ask that, I would love to stay in your bed for the night but you haven't asked me to be your girlfriend. So I refuse to go out with someone who isn't my boyfriend."