"He was bad. He smoked, he broke the law, he drove too fast for his own good. He didn't care because no one taught him how to. But when it came to her, he wanted to be the best man. He couldn't bare the thought of her being hurt by him... or by anyo...
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𝐀𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯
It's been one week and three days since Nico and our friends went back home. Nico and I speak every day but it doesn't make me miss him any less.
I miss cuddling up together in bed and listening to the soothing sound of his strong heart. I miss him playing with my hair and smiling when I cuddled even closer to him.
I miss his addicting masculine scent and how amazing it felt to have him dip down to place a longing kiss on my lips.
I miss him so much
Saying I miss the feeling of his big strong arms wrapping around my frame and making me feel protected from the entire world would be an understatement.
Domenico makes me feel safe and happy. I feel the exact opposite when I know he's so far away from me.
His presence in the academy brings me deep comfort. Even though his room is far down the hall from mine, his presence makes me feel protected.
Being left alone in the academy with my mother makes me anxious. She's never made me this anxious before but she also never used to hit me a lot either.
After I told her that I didn't want to marry Henry and she hit me, she's been infuriated with me. I don't tend to leave my room because I'm scared she'll hit me again for what I said.
She hasn't spoken to me since, which means I haven't heard anything about her plans for my marriage to Henry.
I've pushed the memory to the back of my mind and I haven't thought about it since. I've been distracting myself with thoughts of Nico.
I know I should say something to Domenico but I know it'll anger him and I don't want him to be angry.
I normally tend to tell Violet everything but I haven't told her either. I've pushed it to the back of my mind and pretended like it didn't happen as if they would make it all go away.
