Stray Kids Oneshots Collection (Smut & Fluff)

5 ¦ Unconditional

Warning: (failed) Suicide attempt 

Ship: Hyunjin / Seungmin

Words: 1,775

Summary: Hyunjin can feel his back burning from Seungmin's nails, can feel the bruise on his thigh from his kick, but he'd rather have a fractured bone than Seungmin not in his life anymore. "Don't you dare to leave me alone, Seungmin" he tries again, his tone quieter this time. He meets his eyes and sees the way Seungmin just stares at him with wide ones. Hyunjin can see through him, can sense all the bad things Seungmin can't deal with. Can see the way he is torturing himself.

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Hyunjin runs.

His legs feel like giving out, but he doesn't stop. He can't, because it's all a matter of time. About Seungmin's life, especially.

Hyunjin bumps into people, almost trips over his own feet. People yell or push back, but he doesn't care.

Hyunjin halts in front of a traffic light. Millions of cars pass by on the street, which makes it impossible to cross it.

"Fuck, fuck, no!" he flies a stressed hand through his hair.

Hyunjin had gotten a voicemail from Seungmin earlier. Seungmin never sends voicemails, which is why he listened to it.

And Hyunjin didn't even need to listen to the whole thing, he already knew what Seungmin had in mind. The tone of his voice said it all.

"...so thanks Hyunjin for being a good friend."

No, he had thought, he wouldn't let those be Seungmin's last words.

After what felt like an eternity, the lights turn green and Hyunjin starts to sprint again. He runs towards the destinated tall building in front of him.

He feels his heartbeat pulsing on his neck, as he arrives on the roof of the building. He can't fucking breathe and his eyes are slightly losing focus, but he still manages to gasp at the sight in front of him.

Seungmin, with his hands in his pockets, stands tall on the railings at the border. His shirt flutters vividly with the cool wind in motion; there, is where you can admire the city lights in the night sky for the last time.

He fucking knew it.

Hyunjin moves, throws his arms around Seungmin's torso and drags him down to the soil.

"What the fuck!" Seungmin yells, but only after he recognizes Hyunjin, he just stares blankly.

With a groan, Seungmin pushes up to his feet and to Hyunjin's horror, he moves towards the railings again.

He feels his back getting pulled towards the floor, this time harder by Hyunjin. He tries to defend himself, but Hyunjin fights back.

Hyunjin pins him down, straddles him. Seungmin shakes his head rapidly and tries with every strength he's got to free himself, but Hyunjin would never allow that.

"Seung-, Stop! Fucking stop!" he screams desperately, while his arms fly forward to hold Seungmin's wrists down. His weight on the latter makes sure he won't move.