Stray Kids Oneshots Collection (Smut & Fluff)

60 ¦ Never let me go

A/N: Hyunjin is a trans male character here.

Ship: Hyunjin / Seungmin

Words: 1,495

Summary: "I'm sorry you're going through it", he hears him whisper after a moment, then, when he already closed his eyes. Hyunjin makes a startled sound when he feels fingers brushing his back. Seungmin isn't a touchy person, but Hyunjin likes it, when he hugs him. He never told anyone.

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It fucking hurts. It hurts so so bad. Hyunjin hates himself so so much.

Hyunjin turns around in his bed, whining to himself as another wave of cramps overwhelms him. He should've gotten that painkiller earlier, now it's too late.

He still could, but he feels too weak to stand up, walk to the bathroom and take out that container with painkillers, get that glass of water, and chuck that medicine down his throat. It's too overwhelming to do that, but he needs it so badly.

Which is why he is left struggling with his own consequences and dealing with his abdominal pain alone in his stuffy room. He can't even focus properly on anything else, not even scrolling on his phone distracts him enough anymore.

He eventually falls asleep (or passes out) from the pain. Wakes up, when he starts feeling cold.

He senses someone walking around his room, and going through his stuff. For a moment, panic kicks in, thinking he is back in his childhood home, but remembers quickly he lives actually with other people.

Wait.

That means..?

Fluttering his eyes open, he recognizes a tall figure, walking around. Focusing his vision better, he learns that it's Seungmin, who's going through his closet. It seems he is looking for a sweater, since he is comparing two of them at the moment. When he's done, he walks to his bed, but freezes when he sees him awake.

"Hyung", he mutters, as his eyes wander all over him. Hyunjin probably looks like a sick Victorian child, well, he feels like one. "I wanted to give you a shirt. I thought you might want to change, once you wake up. You had sweat a lot".

Hyunjin grumbles something under his breath, and when he tries to sit up, something cold falls from his forehead onto his thighs. It's an ice pack. Oh, that's why, he was feeling cold.

When Hyunjin looks up, Seungmin explains, "You were burning up"

Hyunjin nods, and motions him to give him the sweater. Seungmin shakes his head, and a confusing second later, he witnesses the younger pulling off his current shirt from the top of his head. Wordlessly, he watches Seungmin take the sweater and put it on. As if he's a child.

But Hyunjin isn't in the right mind or state to talk back. He can just accept what Seungmin is doing. For example, he's now handing over a glass of iced tea. And the painkiller in his other hand.

Hyunjin meets his eyes then, and needs a moment to just stare at the man standing above him, with a serious look on his face. Seungmin doesn't look worried, or happy, anything. Hyunjin can hardly read him. But still, his actions are always surprises.