Ship: Hyunjin / Seungmin
Words: 1,136
Summary: "You deserve to be liked, Min" Hyunjin explains, averting his eyes away from the handsome facial. The grip on his nape is still there, but barely. "I want to make you feel loved, you know. I don't know, but it feels like an urge. I urge to like you".
---
"Kim Seungmin!"
"Kiiiim! Seungmiiiiin!"
Said Seungmin rolls his eyes, finally glancing away from his phone. He's trying to glare at him meanly, but the softness in his eyes gives him away. Seungmin could never be annoyed at him.
"Yes", he breathes, the knitted eyebrows relaxing the longer he stares at Hyunjin.
"Scoot over, come on" Hyunjin nudges his hip, so that he can try to join him in bed. Another roll of eyes later, and Hyunjin is finally lying next to him. As always, he smells like roasted coffee beans, but his clothes more like the blueberry-scented softener. Hyunjin loves that smell, and so he cuddles himself against Seungmin's arm.
"Happy?"
Hyunjin purrs. "Very much", he answers, smiling as he looks up at the younger. He instead, doesn't look amused. "Now continue with whatever you were doing, thank you".
The latter puffs some air, gaze wandering to the ceiling. "I can't" he blurts.
"Why not?"
Dark eyes meet him again. "Because you're clinging to me like some..koala!"
And? he wants to answer, you do the same to Minho. Why can't I do that?
Instead, he grumbles a little under his breath, making the younger sigh. Seungmin shifts a little next to him, his phone not even in sight anymore. His hand is now wandering along his hairline, then behind his ears, to his nape. Hyunjin is enchanted at this point, simply letting himself get pet.
In the sunlight that spaces between them, Seungmin's eyes sparkle, his lips glisten. Hyunjin can't look away, or better explained, he feels even more drawn to watch him.
"You really like me that much, hm" he whispers, eyeing him across his face. Hyunjin nods without realizing, then shakes his head. "I just-" he tries to come up with another explanation, something else to make Seungmin not think that's actually true, but he can't. Panic slowly rises in him, and it's even more embarrassing now that his heart is picking up pace.
He feels hot when he realizes he can't escape this situation, since their limbs are all over the other. Seungmin cornered him in his bed with his arms, with feet softly locked around Hyunjin's ones.
Even then, Hyunjin can't look away from his pink lips and doe eyes, or wide mouth that is actually forming into a smile. Hyunjin blushes (he blushes?!) the more seconds pass, the lingering breath of the younger sending him goosebumps all over his back. He is going to pass out.
Why did he even walk in? What told him to go snuggle Seungmin at this time and place? He should've just kept boring himself out or doing anything else than entering Seungmin's room. He regrets this so much, but at the same time, he's dying to know how much he can push him.
"You deserve to be liked, Min" he explains, averting his eyes away from the handsome facial. The grip on his nape is still there, but barely. "I want to make you feel loved, you know. I don't know, but it feels like an urge. I urge to like you".
When he glances back up, Seungmin is still staring at him. Like this, he can count the single lashes, the pores and some acne scars. Beautiful, he thinks to himself.
And that's when he might feel Seungmin's heartbeat reaching him too. For the first time, the roles are reversed, the rawness of the situation isn't only overwhelming in Hyunjin's point of view. It makes Hyunjin smile, even harder when the younger's ears pick up a pink colour.
"No one ever told me that" he admits quietly, blinking a bit harder now. Hyunjin hums, and brings his fingers to travel them along Seungmin's shirt. Butterflies over butterflies form in his belly, because he is ridiculous like that. Hyunjin loves carefully but loudly, so pardon him, if he can't fucking help but to get emotional.
"Seungmin" he whispers, not to call him, but to make sure he is aware of whatever current state they are both in. "You're my- my singer, Seungmin. I wanted so many times to be yours". He feels wetness cover his vision, he is feeling that worked up, it's almost embarrassing. Hyunjin looks down at his mouth. He wants to kiss him. He meets his eyes again, "can I kiss you?"
At that, the younger's eyes widen for a moment, his jaw tenses, then relaxes again. There is a very small sound that comes from his throat, and Hyunjin recognizes of this as a yes.
And just when Hyunjin leans up, he hesitates. What is he doing? Why would they want this? Even though he has fantasized about this for so long, right now it doesn't feel real. Hyunjin should back up and forget about this whole thing, because there is no way that he-
"Don't think" Seungmin mumbles, eyes focused on him. Just like that, Hyunjin throws his whole consciousness away.
It's Seungmin who ends up leaning into him. His lips gently press against his, making Hyunjin freeze for a second. There is not an ounce of regret in that moment, just a silent gasp that leaves his mouth. Opposite to him, Seungmin loves quietly, but hard, Hyunjin senses that just by that kiss only. He feels hands wrapping underneath his jaw, fingers brushing along his pulsing throat.
Dark spots cover his vision, and so he decides to close his eyes. He has to focus not to pass out, because it's just everything that is making him go insane.
He can feel Seungmin tilting his head to the side, his lips pressing less softly, then moving against his for the first time. Hyunjin's eyebrows shoot up, almost forgetting how a kiss is supposed to work.
With a plop, Seungmin lets him go, but still holds Hyunjin with one hand to his torso. Hyunjin feels light - weightless, as if something magical had happened. It's then when he opens his eyes, that he notices a new expression on him. He doesn't know how to explain it, but it's like as if he had gotten a facial treatment.
"I also want to be yours", Seungmin voices, the vibrations making Hyunjin shiver. "You're so pretty, Hyunie, so precious". He kisses the heart of his lips again, but this time it feels like he means it. Hyunjin might have whimpered a little.
When Hyunjin can get a good look at the other, it makes his heart flutter. Seungmin is blushing hard, with eyes wider than ever. He tilts his head questing, when Hyunjin can't help but laugh. His stomach hurts a little, but that's probably from all the butterflies and flips he felt in the last ten minutes.
It ends up with another round of kissing, cuddling, and confessing. If they had to change the pillow because Hyunjin cried too much, that's another story.
YOU ARE READING
Stray Kids Oneshots Collection (Smut & Fluff)
FanfictionA collection of my own short Stray Kids stories. They are all uploaded on AO3. Warnings and ships will be mentioned in each chapter! Updating every week :)