A Love Like Water

Chapter 26 - Completely Haywire

Note : Hi! POVs on this chapter will change a lot from Becky to Sam/Freen, I hope you don't get confused.

- Becky's POV -

I don't regret kissing Freen and I fucking miss her already..

We are seeing each other at work but the atmosphere around us is bit of awkward and lately Freen has been going out of work and comes back after a few hours and she tells me that something came up and has to go out for an hour or so which is kind of weird because she never did that before the ferris wheel incident and even before she lost her memories.

She has been repeatedly doing it, and sometimes she will come back with her clothes ripped or dirty and there are also times that I saw blood stains on her shirt.

There are also instances that she will go out in between working hours and will come back really exhausted and looks like she's about to pass out. 

What the fuck is happening with you Freen?

Freen is someone who is dedicated to her job and this is not the likes of her to skip work..

"Sam! Why do you have bloodstains on your shirt?! What happened to you!?" I asked Freen one time when she returned from having lunch outside. Her shirt was white when she went out a while ago, now its slightly torn and with droplets of blood.

Yes we don't eat together lunch that much now.. Because things are awkward and I still don't want us to talk about what happened on the amusement park.

A part of me wants to talk to her about it but the other part doesn't want to. That latter part is the stronger one and I don't know how to approach her or maybe I just don't want to know the painful truth that will come from her.

"It's nothing, Becky.." She just simply replied as she wiped the remaining blood on her nose and continued walking towards the back room.

"It's not nothing, Sam! You are hurt!!" I shouted at her and I held her arm to stop her from walking away.

"I am not, Becky." Freen replied in a low voice. "At least not physically.." She added as she kept her head low while straightening her shirt. 

What do you mean by that Freen?

"What do you mean?" I asked looking at her as I try to search for answers, her eyes are sad.

"Nothing.." She replied as she gently removed my hand gripping her and walked out from me.

I closed my eyes and sighed in defeat as sad tears started to fall.

It's my fault.. I am the one who don't want to talk.. She tried so many times but I always refuse and keeps on making excuses..

I'm sorry Freen, just give me some time to accept that you're not mine anymore..

I'm torn between my feelings and care for Freen.

Things are happening to her and I wanna know what that is. She gets hurt and there's a reason why. 

Is she fighting with other people because of what's happening between us? Is this her way of coping up with our haywire relationship? Or she has some other problem? 

But before Freen badly wants to talk to me but things are different now. It seems like her mind is always away and her focus is gone and she keeps on going out..

Something is definitely going on with her and I just can't ignore it..

*sigh*

We need to fix this, this thing that is going happening between us..