Yaunfen (Book three to Attraction)

14.

McKenna asked me if I was okay four times on Monday, she kept asking if that's what really happened. I told her that's what really happened, eventually she stopped asking me when Wednesday hit. I hated lying to her, but Conner is my boyfriend and I need to be loyal to him, I need to protect him. Besides, Seth and my parents already don't like him, the last thing I need is for her to dislike him too.
The bruise is already beginning to fade thankfully and the cut is almost completely healed. I know Conner still feels terrible about what he did, every time he sees me guilt is written all over his face. I just keep telling him it's okay and trying to reassure him.

He invited me over to his house after school again today, so that's exactly where I'm headed. Since Monday I've been going to his place after school and we've been hanging out together. We usually smoke some pot in his room, then we'll watch a movie or make out, and then I go home. My dad and I aren't on great terms right now... Tuesday he asked why I came home late and I told him I had been hanging out with McKenna. He called her dad, Sam, and he told him I hadn't been over there. So my dad and I have been fighting about where I've been going after school. He really hates Conner... It sucks... A lot.
My mom just tries to diffuse our arguments and tries to beg me to stay away from him. My dad got so mad last night, he went outside and phased. He didn't come back from the woods for hours... I felt really bad for making him get that mad.

After I knock on the front door, Conner opens it.

"Hey, gorgeous." He greets me as I enter the house. He pulls me in for a hug before placing a kiss on my lips.

Rebecca walks past us with car keys in one hand and her purse in the other.

"I'm to a friends." She tells him. "After mom and dad get home from work leave the front door unlocked for me. I'm gonna be back late."

"Okay." Conner tells her. He takes my hand and we head upstairs to his room.

He does the usual, shuts the door, and lights a joint. After a few hits, I feel the same high that I always feel. He takes a seat on the bed beside me after he smokes the last of the joint and we begin to make out. His fingers tangle in my hair, I can feel him hardening beneath me as his hands roam my body.
Our lips suddenly part giving me a moment to breathe.

"I think you should blow me." He murmurs.

I have never done that before in my life, nor do I feel comfortable doing that. Yes, we've been dating two months but I've never done that before. Plus,
I'm really high right now.

"Oh.. Um... I've never done that before." I sheepishly admit.

"I'll teach you."

"I'm too nervous..."

"Come on... Just try it." He continues. He goes to unbutton his jeans. I climb off of him from straddling his waist now.

"Conner... Stop." I softly speak.

When I look back up at him he looks tense and angry, my heart begins to pound slightly faster in my chest as I try to focus on my surroundings.

"Did you just say no to me?" He clenches his jaw and stands up from the bed.

"What?" I quietly reply. He takes a step toward me, I take a step back.

"Did you just turn me down?!" He raises his voice now.

"Conner, stop. You're scaring me." I quietly whimper out. My heart continues pounding in my chest.