𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐁𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐥𝐲🦋

Five :

I quickly back off. I looked at him. His eyes we're little open and I think soon he'll fall asleep.

I couldn't help my mind was recalling taehyung's words.

"He's loving you from past 18 years. "

I really couldn't think of anything right now, cuz it was so unexpected thing for me. I can't even share anything with seojun rn cuz he's off bcz of his business trip.

I looked at jungkook with his messy state. He was laying on the couch. I started to shake his arm...

Yn : jungkook!! Stand up and go in your room.

I said as he quickly opened my eyes and looked at me.

Jungkook : OoOoOkKkKaaYyyY.

He said more like sing and stood up. I can smell the alcohol.

He looked at me head to toe and started to walk upstairs while taking off his shirt.

I sighed and went into my bedroom.

I layed on my bed as I put the earphones playing some sad song cuz I have no reason to listen the energetic and happy songs. I was staring at the wall while recalling the words I said to jungkook and the words taehyung said to me.

Soon I feel asleep.

Next day.

I came downstairs and saw nanny wasn't there. I decided to call her. I did.

Nanny said she's having some work with Mrs. Jeon. My mother in law.

I made breakfast for myself and ofc for jungkook too. Soon he came downstairs with a loose white tee and a trouser. He sat on the chair while his face was having a cold look. I looked at him and he looked at me too. Our eyes meet for the first time with some another feeling than hate.

"Where is nanny? " He asked me.

"She's having work with Mrs. Jeon." I said as he didn't said anything.

Jungkook pov : Everything was so silent. I didn't even remember what happened yesterday. I just couldn't see yn and her boss so close and I drank. I drank too much. I don't even know what words I said to her in my drunk state.. And even whatever I have said she doesn't care. Right?

She served me the breakfast made by her. I don't know but she's holding an other behavior now. I couldn't even think of hating her. I couldn't do it. If I started to hate her I'll start hating myself instead. I'm sure I'll make her fall for me. I started to act cold towards her but I only know how it hurts me. Seeing her face it hurts me.

She sat infont of me and tap my hand as I quickly came out of my imagination.

Her face was holding her normal look. I looked at her.

Her eyes were numb I noticed now.

"Taehyung told me something.. " She said to me.

My heartbeat started to beat so fast.

"What? " I asked her as she looked down and then faced me. Her face changed. Tears started to grow in her eyes and I could clearly see it.

Idk why but my heart ached. I wanted to hug her badly and asked her what is troubling you. But I think I'm her biggest trouble...

"T-that.. You are seeing me from past 18 years. " She said as tears rolled down from her eyes.

I acted to stay clam.

"Yeah, I do. But you know yn you really shouldn't care about it. About my feelings. What it is? Just a feeling holding and Crontroling from just 18 years to get you and when I finally got you, See you're in my life but you're not ready to be my life. I really respect your decision and I will divorce you after six months" I said without even looking at her.

My eyes started to throw tears as I quickly wipe them away. I looked at yn and she was crying. Why? Why???

"But.. Why are you crying? It doesn't like you care about my feelings anyway-" She cut me off by quickly standing and hugging my figure..

I was stunned on my place.

"Jungkook.... I don't know how.. How to make things clear.. I don't know how.. To behave.. -" She was out of breath.

I broke the hug as I made her sit beside my chair.

"Cool down and drink water. " I gave her a glass of water. She quickly drank it.

"Stop crying. " I said as she sniffed still crying.

"J-jungkook, I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry. I didn't understand that I was fucking hurting your feelings too. Don't think me as a wrong person really jungkook-ahh. I really respect your feelings too. " Yn said to me while still sniffing and crying.

I stare at her and listen to each and every word. I know everyone has their own problems. And she has too.

"Jungkook I didn't mean to hurt you by my silly words but the hate inside me for you made me spilled out those words. I wanted to live a perfect life where no one can order me and not have any type of pressure. And when I came to know about my marriage. I was forced and then I came to know it was for my dad's company and I agreed but I still think that our marriage is forced for me. I'm not a bad person you may think about after seeing my behavior towards you." She said while her look was in my eyes directly. She was really sorry. I can sense it. Now I came to know why she was behaving that. She was nearly forced. I didn't like that.

"So..... Do you want to give me a chance? I swear that I'll never let you feel alone. I will fill your life with colourful butterflies. I really really love you so much yn even though you don't. And holding back the feelings is damn hard for me now. I really can't. When I came to know about our marriage and I came to know your name I was surprised and quickly agreed on the marriage. I was super excited to marry you but I didn't know your perspective... " I said as I held her hand softly in my.

She was still sniffing. I wiped her tears. I don't know why but I started to feel my heart was aching. I caress her head.

"Jungkook you shouldn't ask for the chance instead it should be me. I hurt you so much even though you did your best not to hurt me and you were just trying to make me comfort here. I was really blind and I didn't notice your love for me in your eyes." She sighed as I quickly hugged her. I couldn't control myself more and more now. She hugged me back as we both started to cry.

"I-I love you. " I said as she broke the hug and looked at me before wiping up my tears.

"Give me a chance and We Can Prove That We Are Made For For Each Other. " She said having a beautiful smile on her face as I nod and hugged her...

I was feeling like a heavy thing from my heart was now finally vanished.

Let's give 'A New Chance' to our 'Relationship'

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