You Will Never Be Good Enough For Anyone.

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TW: SH, SA, depression, Ben (Fluff?? Idk if it counts lmao)

Tori's POV:

Something is wrong with Charlie.

I look at Nick, he's staring right back at me, with fear in our eyes, I stand up and go get us lunch.

"Charlie? What do you want for lunch?"
"I'm not very hungry, sorry."

He always says that though.

"Nick?" I ask, gesturing towards Charlie, who is now zoned out and looking at the wall.
"Yeah, can I get a plate of chicken dipper?" He looks at me then at Charlie.
I nod. Good to know he cares for my little brother.

Nick's POV:

Somethings wrong with Charlie.

Tori went to go get our food, now is the chance to ask if he's ok.

"Charlie? Are you ok?"

He snaps out of his daydream and looks at me.

"I'm fine! Why wouldn't I be?"
"You're acting a bit off."
"Yeah, sorry."

Sorry? Why's he sorry?

"What's going on?" I look at him with a sorrowing look.
"I- It's- you remember Ben?"
"Yeah? Has he hurt you?"
"No- I mean- not really?"
"Explain."
"Me and Ben used to go out."

What.

"Oh."
"It's not- I don't like him anymore, if that's what you're thinking!"
"Yeah."
"Sorry for not telling you!"
"You don't need to tell me everything ,you know." I laugh, a fake laugh.

Tori walks back to the table and gestures at Charlie, he doesn't notice, I look at Tori and nod, he's fine, but I'm not.
If Ben hurt him I swear to god!

~~ A FEW MONTHS LATER/ SEPTEMBER ~~

Nick's POV:

Me and Charlie went to the cinema with Sai, Christian and Otis at 2 o' clock, it was fun. When Sai, Christian and Otis left, me and Charlie went to the Library downtown, after Charlie spent ages looking for a certain book we went to the beach, I bought a towel for us to lay on, it was nice spending time with my boyfriend.

When we get back to Charlie's house no-ones home, there's a note on the fridge.

"We've gon to Nana's, stay out of trouble, we'll be back by 8pm x"

Oh.

"I'm going out with some friends so you'll have the house to yourself." Tori exclaims.

Charlie smiles and Tori walks out the door.

"What do you wanna do?"
"What do we usually do when your parents aren't here?" I ask teasingly with a smirk.
"Hmm- kiss?"
"Mhmmm!" I grab his hand and pull him upstairs and into his room.

He shuts the door and I pin him against his wardrobe. He whinces.

"Sorry!" I apologise.
"It's fine. Wanna continue?"
"Yes please!"

I grab his his waist and pull him over to his bed, he tumbles and we fall backwards onto his bed. He looks me in the eyes, I smile and kiss him, he blushes.

"Awww! You're blushing!" I tease him.
"Shut up! No I'm not!"

We kiss for a few minutes, it turns into a proper make out session (Not what we'd planned). I'm leaning against the head board and Charlie's on his knees, my legs between his, god he's perfect! I start to kiss him pretty rough, I don't mean to hurt him, he lifts his neck up and groans, I take this opportunity and gently kiss his neck.
Me and Charlie have been going out for a couple of months now, we aren't out yet but I think I'm bisexual, I've told Charlie about how I feel, I let him do the same when he's stressed, we've got really comfortable talking to each other about stuff we might not tell others. Such as me coming out, I came out to my mum back in June after me and Charlie went to the beach for a 'date'.

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