A few weeks have passed from New Year's. The days were boring as usual since it was winter break. My parents were a bit cautious around me. Well, my mom would take away all the visible razor blades in the house somewhere in a hidden cabinet or something. She would take some measures. My dad on the other hand, didn't really care to say the least.
I mean, he was too busy drinking alcoholic beer to even care. But, even though I don't like people caring, I wish he cared.
I wish he would spend hours comforting me.
I wish he would let out a tear at the thought of me cutting myself.
I wish he would spend time with me to keep me busy from doing that.
Wish.
Those weeks, I opened up to Bill about my self-harm, but I just didn't tell him why. He was also like Tom, just with much more concern for me.
9:20 AM, 22.12.2009
I was at school now, at my locker. I dropped off some books from my previous classes when someone approached me from behind. I turned around and saw Tina.
"Uh, hey-" I reply but get quickly interrupted.
"Save it Chloe, I heard what you talked about me from Alina." Tina said.
I was confused since I didn't say a single word about her.
"What? What words?" I ask, really confused.
"Oh, you don't know? A greasy-haired bitch? A whore? Alina told me all about it." She replied.
"You know, the only people who believe Alina are just pure dumbasses. And I definitely don't think you are a dumbass, but it's true." I say while closing my locker.
She didn't say anything after that, so I just walked away from her, hearing her in the distance saying something.
"Chloe, wait." She shouted.
I just continued walking to my next class, letting her realise who she believed.
10:35 AM, 22.1.2009
My next class was physics, oh how I hate it. I never understood it and why did I even need it in my life?
Since I was sitting in the back, thankfully, I slept throughout the class.
But, at the end of the class, I felt someone waking me up.
"Chloe, hey, wake up. Class ended." Tom said as I slowly got up.
"Hm...?" I mumble, rubbing my forehead.
"Cmon, its lunch time."
"I'm not hungry." I reply, putting my backpack on my shoulder.
"Did you eat something before?" He asked.
"Mhm.." I nod lightly as I rub my eye.
"Hm..." His voice trailed off as he raised an eyebrow.
"What? I'm not lying." I said.
"Tom! Hey~!" We heard someone say from the distance.
God, no. Not that squeaky voice again. Alina. Fuck.
She appeared on the doorway with her friend, out of breath. She saw us having close contact and I immediately knew what will happen to me after lunch.
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Fanfiction( quick run-through to the book ) Chloe Muller is childhood friends with the twin brothers, Tom and Bill since she was 5 years old. However when she was 10 she had to leave Germany and go to America, finally after long 7 years she comes back. What w...
