TRAITOR - woosan

32. drivers license (18+)

San

"Why did you need to go to Seonghwa's house again? I forgot to ask you about it," I say looking at the boy in the passenger seat. Wooyoung sighed and turned his gaze back to the window. 

"Don't know... Hwa simply said he wanted to see me," I nodded even though I was unconvinced by his reason. 

Wooyoung did not even look at me while saying these words which confused me a lot. He seemed fine at my house earlier even though he was a little lost in his mind. But I am sure he was not avoiding my gaze like he is right now. 

Maybe I did something wrong? Maybe he wanted to have breakfast together but I did not get off my bed for him or maybe...

"I think Haneul knows," the younger lets go quietly, still talking to the window. I furrow my eyebrows and give Wooyoung a look, uncertain to have heard what he just said properly. 

"Know what?" I ask him getting a little curious. 

"She knows what we did last night," he whispers finally looking at me. 

My eyes widened at his last sentence surprised and amused. Haneul would never think that I could be into men, there is no chance. Wooyoung is wrong. He must be...

"How could she?" I ask him with a smile on my face finding his theory completely absurd. My sister can not know about Wooyoung and me. It is just impossible.

But when I finally meet Wooyoung's eyes again, I can sense some kind of guilt in them and I start wondering if he could have told her about us somehow. Wooyoung really looks like he is telling me the truth. 

"Did you tell her?" I say getting a little anxious. 

I honestly do not mind if my little sister knows about Wooyoung. She is probably the first person I would have told anyway. But Haneul still thinks I am in love with Lisa, so I really doubt that she knows.

Wooyoung's eyebrows furrow at my words and he does not break the eye contact looking very angry at me. "She figures it out herself San! How could you blame me for this?" He exclaims clearly upset by my last accusation. "I would never tell a soul..." 

His words hit me like a tone a brick. Of course, I can trust him, it is Wooyoung we are talking about. How could I ever doubt him like that? 

"I'm sorry Woo, I didn't mean to accuse you." I try to explain feeling overwhelmed. "It's just that I'm new to this and... I can't let anyone know about us yet, I'm not ready," I admit still confused about my own identity. I do not want to be the guy that was outed by someone else.

"I know San, I would never do this to you," Wooyoung confirms to me and I smile back to thank him. 

I feel more safe having Wooyoung by my side. I think I could never get through this if it was not because of him. I know I can tell him everything and that my secrets are in good hands. 

But there is one thing that I can not get off my mind.

"How did Haneul figure it out if you did not tell her?" I demand, still intrigued by this whole situation.

"Maybe we weren't as quiet as we thought last night," the younger tells me looking a little embarrassed after saying it out loud.

"Oh..." I let go not knowing what to answer him. 

I really hope Wooyoung is wrong about this because I do not think I could face my sister anytime soon if she actually heard me screaming Wooyoung's name in vain. That could be too humiliating.