TRAITOR - woosan

19. gym

Yeosang

I never thought Wooyoung would do something like that. What is wrong with him? Yunho did nothing to deserve all of this mascarade. If it wasn't for Wooyoung, I'm sure I would I've already fought the guy for good. I mean not an actual fight, more talk-wise but it would be as scary. 

From all of this, the only thing that still doesn't make sense is that if Wooyoung did not want to be with Yunho why didn't he just say so? Why did he keep lying to me that he was interested? 

These questions have been running in my mind quite a lot today and nothing can explain his actions. 

Only he knows, only he could tell me.

I sigh while entering the small bathroom in our room. Our. It feels weird to have no one to talk to at every moment of the day. We were quite inseparable Wooyoung and I. Quite. Still, he lied to me and hurt Yunho. 

I can't stop myself from thinking that maybe we did not know each other that well in the end. He did stuff that I'm not really proud of but he never crossed the line as he did with Yunho. 

It just doesn't feel like him planning to have sex with someone to hurt someone else. Who would even think of that as a way to end up a relationship?

My best friend I guess...

I wash my face trying to stop all these thoughts from getting into my head.

Wooyoung is just a friend like any other, you deserve better and you'll be better off without him, I thought to myself.

Knock! Knock!

I hear someone at the door getting me out of my trance. 

I whipped my face with the first towel I see before answering to the new coming. It's probably Yunho; he asked me to help him with his history homework earlier. I told him I am not sure I can be of any help since I don't even have this class in my program but he insisted. I did tell him that I used to hear Wooyoung talking a lot about this class so I know a bit of the material. 

Why did I even mention him? I should really shut up sometimes.

I finally open the door and my heart skips a beat meeting his distressed eyes. The eyes of the only person I can't stand right now. 

Wooyoung.

His hairs are wet and he seems out of breath like he ran his life to come all the way here. He looks so desperate and exhausted which kinda hurt me a little to see him like that. 

The truth is I do miss him and I was most of the time more worried about him than angry.

I shake my head in disbelief. Wooyoung hurt Yunho really badly and I'm not close to forgiving him, I should not forget it.

I don't give myself time to think so I frown to let him know he is not welcome here anymore before closing the door. 

"Please Yeo, let me explain" I hear him say while the door shut on him, not giving him a chance to speak. 

I close my eyes retaining the tears to fall on my face. 

Why did he do that? I just don't get it... He could talk to me if something happened.

Seeing Wooyoung like that makes it way more difficult to move on. I just want to hug him and say that we can be friends again. But I need to stand up for myself and Yunho, even though I never stay angry at him for more than 24h. 

"I'm not ready Woo," I whisper in one breath against the door, feeling he is also leaning against the wooden door on the other side too.