TRAITOR - woosan

29. ballad of a homeschooled girl (18+)

San

How could she come back here after everything I said to her the last time she visited me like that? She knows we will never get back together, so why does she keep doing that? 

I walk out of the room only with my boxer on but with one simple task in mind: getting rid of my ex-girlfriend in the next five minutes. 

I do not allow myself to leave Wooyoung alone any longer because I know he will probably start doubting himself. It is our first night together and I do not want him to feel bad in any way. I just hope he does not hate me for all this mess Lisa put on me. 

When I close the door behind me I meet Lisa's worried gaze and it makes me confused a bit. We did not talk to each other for weeks and I was really over her a long time ago. So what does she want from me now?

"Are you okay?" She asks me coming a little closer. "You are burning red," Lisa adds trying to reach my forehead with her hand to take my temperature but I do not let her touch me as I step backyard. She sights at the rejection and crosses her arms on her chest. 

I guess Wooyoung had a lot more incidence on my body than I thought. Even Lisa could see that I was burning hot.

I still can not get over the fact that she is standing right in front of me in the middle of the night without explaining herself. "What do you want?" I demand not planning to extend this useless conversation. 

Lisa moved her long hair back a little upset by my rude tone. 

"I just wanted to congratulate you on the relay race, you did great," she says with a smile almost trying to win me over. 

I deep sigh completely discouraged by her behavior. Is she for real? Coming all the way to my house at 3 AM to tell me that she was happy with my performance. This is ridiculous. 

"You did not come here just for that," I say giving her one last chance to explain herself. Lisa tries to play it softly as she comes a little closer with charming eyes to coax me but I remain silent. 

I kind of regret not having taken a shirt. Lisa keeps staring at me with desired eyes and it makes me sick. This situation feels like I am cheating on Wooyoung or maybe on Lisa, but I am not. I am simply feeling overwhelmed by all this. 

"I wanted to explain myself for the other night," she starts saying looking a little sad about the situation. "I came to Jisung's party earlier but you weren't there," she continued explaining while my thought process was only focused on Wooyoung. I would never have imagined that we would finally admit our feelings to each other. 

And I also would never have thought that this moment could be shut down by my ex-girlfriend. Can she not just go away and leave us alone?

"I am sorry for the way that I acted," Lisa added with so many expectations in her gaze while I could not satisfy any. I do not love her anymore and I do not think she would like to be with someone who forces himself to. Lisa needs to move on like I did. 

"I hope you can give us another chance and..." Lisa stops in the middle of her sentence as she hears sounds coming from my bedroom.

"Ah... ngt-" an unknown mouth lets escape loudly into the silent house. My body freezes at the sound Wooyoung made. Lisa looks at me horrified while my whole face heats up. 

I can not help but wonder what Wooyoung is doing to himself that makes him moan so loudly. I wanted to be the one to make him cry like that. Why is he not waiting for me?

"Who is this?" Lisa asks me in total shock and disgust. The voice coming from my bedroom is so high-pitched that we can not tell if it belongs to a boy or a girl. In what position did you put me in Woo? I am so screwed now, thank you.