𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐇 | Levi X Reader X Hanji

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(Y/N)~your name
P. O. V~point of view

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(Y/N)'s P. O. V

I'm running as fast as I can, It can't be true, right? I saw Levi

No... What if he sees our sons? 

What if he'll take them away from me once he finds out? 

What if they grow up forgetting me? 

What if I lose custody of them in the court battle? 

What if they resent me for keeping them away from their father?

So many "what ifs" are in my mind. I can feel my heart pounding.

But I must confess, there's something in me that wants to talk to him... To make things right again.

There is something I felt that I can't explain when our skin touched.

Thinking about him, I can't control but to think of Hanji too. I missed her. If I could go back in time, I would surely drag Hanji with me.

I know, she probably doesn't feel the same way, but at least I've got to be with her as a "friend"

When I got to the hotel we were supposed to stay at, I noticed my kids and some of my family who are already here all gathered in the lobby, looking worried as they saw me rush in.

"Mama, what happened?" Luke asks, his voice full of worry, rushing towards me along with Liam and my brothers.

"I... I saw someone, but it's nothing to worry about." I manage to say, trying to catch my breath.

Zack approaches me, his expression a mix of concern and protectiveness. "Are you okay? Did something happen?"

I glance at everyone, noticing their worried faces, and force a smile. "It's nothing, I just thought I saw someone I knew, but it wasn't them. I'm fine, really."

Shane, my sister-in-law, steps forward. "Do you want some water? You look pale."

"Thanks, Shane. I'd love some water." I replied, grateful for her concern.

As I take a few sips of water, I feel this mix of relief and leftover anxiety. Running into Levi has thrown me off more than I thought it would.

Blaze and Ace exchange glances, probably sensing that something is off. "You sure you're okay?" Blaze asks cautiously.

"Yes, yes, I'm fine." I reassure them, trying to sound convincing.

But I can't shake that moment from my mind. The way he looked at me and that touch...it felt both familiar and totally new.

Still, I try to push those thoughts aside, reminding myself of the life I've built for my boys, the family that loves and cares for us, and the stability we've found after everything we've been through.

Yet, a part of me wonders... 

What if it really was him? 

What if he recognized me too?

I push those thoughts aside and force a smile again, trying to shake off the uneasiness. "Let's head inside. We've got a lot to do and explore in Switzerland!"

Focusing on planning activities and trips for my family helps take my mind off the encounter, at least for a bit.

But deep down, there's still this mess and longing inside me... a mix of regret and hope for what could've been and what might never happen.

*Time Skip*

The awesome view from our room's window and my sons' laughter fill the air, helping to ease the tension inside me.

Zack pulls me aside, concern etched on his face. "Are you sure you're okay, (Y/N)? That encounter you said  really seemed to rattle you."

I flashed a reassuring smile, just trying to push that unease deep down. "I'll be fine, Zack. It's just... unexpected. But let's focus on enjoying our time here."

He nods, still looking worried, but I can see that he respects that I want to move on.

All day, our family is out exploring the beautiful streets, chowing down on local food, and soaking up the Swiss culture. The laughter from my boys really lifts my spirits and helps me stay in the moment.

When night rolls around, we all rest in our suite, enjoying the cozy feeling. Zack, Blaze, and Ace are teasing each other, while Shane and Shaira share stories about their day. Drake talks about his gaming adventures, and Macy jumps in with some funny stuff.

Liam and Luke, my little bundles of energy, are finally tucked into bed after a day full of fun. Their sweet giggles echo in the room, bringing a nice peace.

For a minute, I'm on my own, looking out the window and getting lost in my thoughts. Levi's face flashes in my mind, and it hits me with a wave of feelings I'm trying to hold back.

I can't help but wonder about the possibilities and the "what ifs."

The familiar ringtone of my phone breaks my daydream. It's an unknown number, and I answer it hesitantly.

"Hello?" I ask cautiously.

"Is this (Y/N) Huxly?" a voice asks from the other end.

"Who is this?" I respond, my heart pounding in anticipation.