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(Y/N)~your name
P. O. V~point of view
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(Y/N)'s P.O.V
The days just turned into weeks, each one a nonstop cycle of photo shoots, fittings, and runway rehearsals. The pressure to be the best kept piling on, and the toxic environment at Horizon Nova felt heavier every day.
I was always on edge, second-guessing my decisions and questioning if I was good enough as a model. It felt like everyone was watching my every move.
Still, I kept pushing through, determined to prove myself in a world that wanted perfection. I poured all my energy into my work, even if it meant sacrificing sleep and my sanity.
Managers would not allow us to eat, we are forced to be on OMAD (one meal a day), and sometimes they don't even allow us to drink water.
Countless models faint every day, and having someone faint has become a normal thing in the office. Supervisors dictate to fashion designers to size our clothes down by three sizes to force us to stay slim.
But no matter how hard I worked, it never felt like enough. My ranking kept bouncing around, and with every drop, I felt like I was losing a part of myself in the never-ending chase for perfection.
The worst part? The way the toxic culture at Horizon Nova turned us against each other. Friendships quickly changed into rivalries, alliances formed and broke in a heartbeat, and the once-supportive atmosphere was now all about backstabbing and betrayal.
I often felt like I was surrounded by people yet still totally alone. And then there were the whispers... rumors flying around the office. I heard them everywhere..
"They say she's not as committed as she used to be."
"I heard she's slacking off on her workouts."
"Did you see her stumble on the runway last week? She's losing her edge."
Those comments really hit me hard, constantly reminding me of what I was lacking in a world that wanted nothing less than perfection. I tried to shake them off, but that nagging doubt always stayed.
The pressure started messing with my head, leaving me feeling completely drained. Sleep didn't come easy, with my mind racing about work and deadlines. And when I finally did manage to sleep, nightmares of failure haunted me, making me feel like I'd just fade away...
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