𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐇 | Levi X Reader X Hanji

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(Y/N)~your name
P. O. V~point of view

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(Y/N)'s P.O.V

As the weeks went by, Levi kept trying to win me over and get to know Luke and Liam better, and I slowly started warming up to the idea of giving us another shot.

One night, while we were having dinner, he totally surprised me with a bouquet of flowers and a heartfelt apology.

"I know I messed up before, (Y/N)" he said, his voice soft but serious. "But I want you to know I'll keep fixing things."

I felt tears prick my eyes as I listened to him. His words might have been a bit repetitive, but they still hit me right in the feels.

"Thanks, Levi" I whispered, my emotions bubbling over.

He reached across the table and took my hand, and his words gave me a glimmer of hope. I leaned into his touch, feeling the warmth of his hand comforting me in a way I never thought could happen.

But even as I let myself get swept up in Levi's affection, a part of me couldn't shake off the doubts and insecurities that kept creeping in.

And while all this was going on with our new romance, there was another person who occupied my thoughts more than I wanted to admit... Hanji.

I tried my best to ignore the feelings I had for her, but every time she was around, I felt something inside me.

One day, as I was wandering through the grocery store, my heart flipped when I spotted her across the aisle. She was chatting with one of the staff, and her laughter was like music to my ears.

I found myself drawn to her, unable to look away from that beautiful smile.

But as I got closer, self-doubt hit me hard, and I hesitated, not sure how to act.

"Hey, Hanji" I called out, forcing a smile as I joined in on their convo.

She turned to me, her eyes lighting up when she saw me. 

"Hey, (Y/N)!" she said, her voice warm and inviting.

We exchanged some casual small talk, but I couldn't shake this weird, heavy feeling that just stuck with me like a thick blanket. It felt like I was walking a tightrope, balancing between something dangerous and the unknown.

As the days turned into weeks, my feelings for Hanji just kept growing, no matter how hard I tried to push them down.

But with Levi by my side and Luke and Liam starting to warm up to him more every day, I felt totally torn between my past and my present, between what I knew and what I really wanted.

One night, while Levi and I were snuggled up on the couch watching a movie, I couldn't help but get lost in thought, my mind wandering to Hanji and all the mixed-up feelings she brought up in me.

Levi glanced at me, his brow creased with concern. 

"You okay, (Y/N)?" he asked, worry lacing his voice. I forced a smile, trying to shove aside the mess inside me. 

"Yeah, I'm fine" I replied, but I could hear the uncertainty in my own voice.

Levi wasn't buying it. He looked deep into my eyes, like he could see straight through me. "You've been a bit distant lately. What's going on?"

I hesitated, unsure of how to even start explaining all the conflicting feelings swirling around inside me.

"I... I don't know," I finally admitted. "It's just... complicated." I continued.

Levi reached out and took my hand. 

"Whatever it is, (Y/N), you can talk to me" he said softly, his gaze steady.

I felt a lump in my throat at his words, emotion bubbling up inside me. 

"I know" I whispered, squeezing his hand gently.

But even as I said that, guilt was eating me from the inside. How could I explain all this messy longing and guilt that felt like it was about to drag me down?

Sitting there, lost in my thoughts, I couldn't help but wonder...

Was I messing up my future with Levi by having these feelings for Hanji?

Or was I just following my heart, no matter where it took me?

How is it even possible that I want...

Need...

And love...

Both of them?