𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐇 | Levi X Reader X Hanji

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(Y/N)~your name
P. O. V~point of view

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Hanji's P.O.V

"Levi?" *knock* *knock*. I knocked at his office door. A minute had passed but no one's answering.

I put my ear at the door to hear what's going on inside, just then, the door opened. My eyes widened as our forehead collided.

"Ouch," Levi said, groaning while holding his head. 

"Watch it, four eyes" He said... sweetly???... I don't know, is it just me or did he really talk sweetly?...He looks at me smiling. Why the hell is my heart beating so fast right now.

"Papers." I quickly said as I handed him the papers that he needed to sign.  

"Bye." I said as I was about to leave. He grabbed my arm and forced me inside his office.

"what-" I got cut off when he made me sit in his chair and tapped the pile of papers in front.

"what?" I asked, confused.

"This is the sixth time you knocked and gave me some paperworks" He said looking down on me. Gosh why do I feel so small right now, I am way taller than him.

"What? It's necessary-" I was about to give an alibi but I got cut off... again.

"The time stamps are all the same." he said like he's demanding an answer.

"...so...?" I trailed off.

"You're giving me 5 papers per hour. " he said, hovering over me.

"All. With. The. Same. Timestamp." he continued. Leaning over me word by word.

"I... I umm" I trailed, trying to make up an excuse. but really though... Why did I do that?

"You what?" he said impatiently.

"I need to poop!" I said quickly and stood up but a pair of hands pushed me down on the chair again.

"Levi!" I shouted, feeling pain in my butt.

I felt speechless as I heard Levi laugh. He's more handsome when he's smiling. No Hanji! What are you saying? Since when did you like boys AND since when did you start thinking about a guy being handsome, you bitch. I mentally scold myself.

"Stop making stupid excuses" He said smiling. Just stop, this short ass handsome bastard.

"Four eyes..." he trailed off, smile still not vanishing as he looked at my lips.

HE LOOKED AT MY LIPS!! no no no that's just my imagination right! my mind is going crazy, I can feel my cheeks burning.

"I need water!" I shouted as I stood up again, this time, Levi didn't hold me back anymore as I ran out of his office.

As time passed, I found myself mysteriously attracted to Levi, the C.E.O. of the transformed Survey Corps managing company. 

I also work at that company, we just have different strands. I work at a healthcare and science management firm while he works at financial and marketing management firm. Though, despite having different strands, higher ranks are ordering us to deliver each others' papers because apparently we are "FRIENDS".

His presence had always fascinated me, but now it was something more of a growing attraction that I couldn't deny. One thing is, I don't know why. This is my first time liking a guy. 

Being interested in a girl or finding a girl attractive isn't surprising to me anymore. I personally prefer a woman as a partner, but I don't know... Now it feels like I prefer...

Both.

My "like" for Levi began with subtle glances and stolen looks, our paths crossing more often as we worked together on several projects.

I admired his dedication and brilliance as a leader, watching him effortlessly guide the company. His calm and composed behavior, even in the face of challenges, left me in awe.

I found myself looking forward to our interactions. I would make ways for us to see each other or bump into one another. Though, as much as I would like to cherish every encounter and conversation, I always feel nervous.

Each time we spoke, I felt a connection growing between us, a feeling that refused to be ignored. Sometimes, I'm even bold to think that he likes me the same way I do for him.

His sharp understanding, his Intelligence, and firm determination only deepened my admiration for him. I can see the genuine care and wish to make the company better in his eyes. He really took my advice...

Yet, I was torn. I knew that Levi had experienced deep loss in the past, and I didn't want to burden him with my feelings or Intrude the connection he shared with his late partner...(Y/N)... The woman I love, and still love. 

I kept wishing for (Y/N) to come back. It's okay if the two of them, Levi and (Y/N), will be back together. As long as BOTH of them are happy... I would be happy too. But I wouldn't deny, if ever that happens, I will surely get hurt emotionally. 

I love (Y/N), and to think that she's happy with someone makes me feel an unfamiliar stinging pain in my chest. But... that isn't just someone... that's Levi. The man whom I also love. I'm confused, I love the two of them, but is that even possible?

I feel like my heart cheated on my own mind. My heart and mind... It's fighting. They keep arguing and it's such a pain. 

My mind would say no, what I'm feeling is wrong, loving two people... who does that.

My heart would argue yes, what I'm feeling is right and it's okay, that the capacity of love is not limited.

I kept my emotions hidden, I'm afraid of what he might do for our work relationship and... friendship. But as days turned into weeks and weeks into months, my feelings for him only intensified...

My feelings for them... intensified.

BOTH

of them.