𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐇 | Levi X Reader X Hanji

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(Y/N)~your name
P.O.V~point of view

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(Y/N)'s P.O.V

In the morning, I woke up early, realizing that I had left some of my valuable things at what used to be our house...well, his house now. Determined to get my belongings, I got ready to face the place, where so many memories had been created.

As I prepared to leave, Hanji, with her head tilted and a puzzled expression, asked "*yawn* Where are you going?"

I couldn't help but find her adorable, I pressed my lips into a thin line to surpass a smile. I quickly dismissed any distracting thoughts, reminding myself of the situation at hand.

I replied, trying to keep my emotions in check, "I need to pick up some of my things at the house. Don't worry, I'll be fine."

"Hmm, okay. Have you eaten already? Eat first, okay? And be safe, don't get stressed too much." Hanji said, paired with a warm smile that made my cheeks flush.

I couldn't help but wonder, why do I feel this way? It's not right to have feelings for my best friend... Right?....

"I already ate, and yeah, I'll be safe." I replied, relieved that I managed to speak without stuttering. 

I appreciated Hanji's concern, but my mind was preoccupied with the unresolved issues with Levi. I needed to focus on sorting things out before any other emotions got in the way.

"Okay, I'll eat now. Text me or call me if something goes wrong, okay? By the way, I'm going to the laboratory to do some tests with Eren" Hanji said, her mind already focused on her work.

Curiosity got the better of me, and I couldn't help but ask "Hm? What's wrong with Eren?"

"He's been having headaches recently, and I need to conduct some examinations to see what's wrong with him. If you're bored here, you can come to my workplace." Hanji suggested, as ever the enthusiastic scientist.

"Yeah, sure. I'm going to your workplace after I get my stuff." I agreed with Hanji's suggestion.

"Be safe!" Hanji yelled after me as I stepped out of the house.

"Yeah! Yeah!" I yelled back, offering a half-hearted wave as I made my way to the car.

I entered my car and started the engine, but as I began driving, a strange feeling washed over me. It was an unsettling feeling, as if something was wrong, but I dismissed it as mere pregnancy nerves.

I tried to shake off the odd feeling, convincing myself that it was all in my head. Thankfully, I still had my own house key, just in case Levi wasn't home.

As I arrived at the house, my confusion grew when I saw two cars parked in the driveway. I wondered if Levi had a visitor or perhaps he had bought a new car, which is weird, considering what's happening in our situation.

Parking my car somewhat haphazardly on the sidewalk, I made my way inside the house. To my surprise, the door was already open.

Walking inside, I noticed that the living room was empty, but a strange familiar scent lingered in the air. It smelled like aftershave or, more suspiciously, like a mix of intimate moments.

My mind immediately began racing, but I forced myself to shake off those thoughts, convincing myself that it must be something innocent, like Levi just shaving in the living room. I was dumb, I know. I'm just trying to not hurt myself any further.

Persistent to find some answers, I cautiously continued, hoping to uncover the truth behind the mysterious presence of the second car and the odd scent in the air. I stood frozen in the doorway of our bedroom, my heart sinking as I took in the scene before me. 

There, lying in our shared bedroom-no, Levi's room, was an incredibly beautiful woman with shoulder-length red hair, fair skin, and a stunning figure.

She looked like a goddess, and my heart ached at the sight of her. But what hurt the most was seeing Levi lying there with her, just as handsome as ever, with his perfect undercut, sharp jawline, and that collarbone that I had always loved.

They were both naked, tangled together in a way that shattered my heart into a million pieces. A mixture of anger, hurt, and betrayal rushed through me. I wanted to scream, to lash out at them, but I couldn't find my voice...

My mind was in chaos, and all I could do was stand there, feeling like an intruder in what used to be my own home. Tears swelled up in my eyes as I realized that the love I had for Levi was still there, despite everything.

But seeing him with another woman, sharing a bed that was supposed to be ours, felt like a cruel stab to my soul. I turned away, unable to bear the sight any longer. My heart shattered into fragments, and I knew that nothing would ever be the same again.

The love I once had for Levi now felt like a painful burden, and I knew that I had to find a way to move on, even if it meant leaving him behind.

"(Y/N)..." Levi called my name, I felt like I was suffocating, gasping for air in a desperate attempt to breathe. I wanted to escape, to run away from this heart-wrenching scene, but my body felt paralyzed, and the words were trapped inside me.

It was as if the air had been sucked out of the room, leaving me struggling to form even the simplest word.

In that moment, my thoughts were purely on the life growing inside me, the precious baby who is relying on me for everything. I couldn't bear the thought of anything happening to them, of this overwhelming pain reaching them too...

As tears streamed down my cheeks, I clutched my belly protectively, as if shielding my little one from the heartache that consumed me. It was a reflex, an instinct to protect and keep them safe from the emotions surrounding me.

With every fiber of my being, I wished for strength...for myself and for my baby. I look at Levi with teary eyes, my heart breaking into a million pieces. I can't bear to face the truth, and without thinking, I run to my car, desperate to escape from this painful reality.

I drive as fast as I can, my mind racing with thoughts and emotions. I need to breathe, to find comfort, but my thoughts are a mess, and I can't focus enough to call Hanji.

I drove and drove even though I don't know where these paths are taking me...

I can't breathe....

No, literally... I really can't breathe...

In my hazy state of mind, I spot a hospital in the distance.

It's a flash of hope, a place where I can find some shadow of comfort in the middle of this mess. 

But all of a sudden, everything becomes blurry. The tears in my eyes makes it hard to see, and I feel disoriented, like I'm losing control.

Panic grips my chest as I realize I'm heading towards an electrical pole.

I try to steer the car away, but my hands feel weak and unsteady..

No... not now, not yet!

I can't bear the thought of leaving this world, not when my baby's life is at stake. But I can't seem to control the car, and the collision becomes unstoppable.

I close my eyes, not wanting to see the impact. In that moment, I find a strange sense of peace, knowing that this pain will finally be over.

As I take my last breath, I hold onto the hope that somehow, somewhere, my baby will be safe.