"shit," i cursed to myself as i rushed to the recording studio.
i lost track of time at the practice room and was currently late for recording. very late.
"i'm so sorry," i apologised as soon as i stepped into the room. "i was practicing and i lost track of time. i really didn't mean to be late. i'm so so sorry." i didn't look in my members' eyes, afraid of seeing disappointed in them.
they're going to hate you.
they already have so much on their plates.
why couldn't you just be on time?
oh, right, because your dancing was so horrible you needed to practice.
"it's fine, lix. you don't have to apologise so much. are you okay, though? you're basically dripping with sweat and you're really pale." minho hyung asked as he eyed me with worry.
"have you eaten yet, hyung? we brought you some sandwiches." jeongin asked me.
you can't eat them.
you're already too fat.
say no.
"it's alright, innie i've already eaten. thank you, though. and i'm fine, just a little tired from dancing." i smiled apologetically and went into the recording booth.
~timeskip~
i was finally done with my recording and the members were packing up to go home. my muscles were sore all over and i felt lightheaded but the voice once again appeared.
you're dancing is still trash.
go back and practice until you get the dance right.
"lix, aren't you coming with us?" seungmin asked me as the rest walked out of the room.
"oh, sorry minnie. you guys can go first i'm going to practice my dancing for a while more then i'll go home." i smiled at him.
"are you sure? you seem tired. let's just go home and practice tomorrow. i don't want you to overwork yourself." he tried to make me go with him.
"seriously, i'm fine. i just have this one move and i need to get it right. i'll come back soon, okay. and i'll probably eat out so don't save my plate." i said before rushing to the practice room.
as soon as i met the darkness of the closed room, i gave a sigh of relief. i decided to only switch on one light as to not trigger a migraine i could already feel building up behind my eyes.
i connected my phone to the speakers and played it on the softest i could before positioning myself in front of the mirror.
and i danced.
hey loves! <3
this chapter is really short so i'm gonna post another chapter back to back :). have a good day/afternoon/night! <333
kisses, Delilah <3
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