please come.
please, somebody, please care!
tears of frustration pricked at my eyes as i could hear the faint sound of laughter coming from the studio.
they definitely heard you.
they chose not to help you.
i mean, why would they want to help a scum?
i wipe my tears away furiously and bared my teeth in pain as i forced myself back onto my feet. as i limped towards the bathroom, i reached into my bag for the painkillers that i always brought along in case another member suddenly got a headache.
i released a breath of relief as my fingers finally grasped onto the plastic cylinder that was previously entangled in the chaos of my bag.
as soon as i shut the door of the empty bathroom, i poured a few pills onto my shaky palm before raising them to my mouth and swallowing them dry. i winced at the slightly sore feeling at the back of my throat.
i focused on my breathing as i waited for the pills to take effect. soon, my headache died down and my ankle numbed. i stood up, only applying light pressure onto my ankle to test the waters. when i realised i didn't feel any pain, i quickly stalked back to the meeting room.
~timeskip~
"oh my god, felix! it's not that hard! why can't you get it right?" jisung was slowly getting more annoyed by the second.
it's so easy!
you really are useless.
i don't even understand why you're still in the group.
it's not even that hard!
"sorry." i muttered in embarrassment, my face red with shame.
i could feel the staffs' eyes trained on me, like a vulture circling its prey. i shuffled uncomfortably in my spot and i dug the nails of my left hand into the palm of my right to edge off the oncoming sense of panic that was looming over me.
i drew in a shaky breath before retrying my part while reminding myself repeatedly that it wasn't that hard. it really wasn't. right?
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Fanfiction"w-who are you?" "i'm me, felix. i'm your friend." "r-really?" "yes, and let's keep it that way." ... in which lee felix let's the voices control him, not knowing he's letting himself spiral into darkness. the members are a little too late to realiz...
