When the hate so bad it ain't real
When the hurt so wrong you cant feel
When the feels so strong you don't know what you feeling
It just a bunch of jumbled words and some thoughts filled with meaning
I didn't mean anything that I said, I didn't mean anything I did
The words replay over again in my head and I can't see the time where we went wrong
So I just stay here and hurt
Because I can't play with the words
Now your facade is down
But I won't make a sound
I was just a simple girl
You were my only boy
How could it turn this way when I really meant what I say
When I'm writing down these words
It's like I'm in a locker full of hurt
And the tears keep trying
But I keep on denying
That what I saw was real
Because I know what I feel!
Like I said, I'm stuck with these words
When I can't say the right thing
When I always say the wrong thing
And you make me think these things
I thought you were real
I thought you were the deal
We had a real good friendship
But now it's all down the drain shit
I didn't know what I did
I didn't know what I said
I didn't know what the hell I was spouting my shit for
Man, this was something real
And I know you felt it
You were the realist thing too me
Till I broke down and melted
All this time was a wasted
All this shit was a game
And you played with my heart strings
Like they were something so lame
Now I'm thinking I'm pathetic
That I couldn't do nothing
Like, I can't get you back
Why can't we go back?
All I wanted was you
And I really loved chu
I know life isn't flowers and daisies
And meadows and bright days
But when I'm with you it's like I believe I can fly
And there's nothing to hide
Because your right by my side
And I'm just complaining
Just a little freaking girl
You meant so much to me
And now I don't know what to do without you.
You knew I'd react
Like I was some kind a brat
Trying get away from the misery
Tired of playing games like this is silly
You made me happy
You made me glad
You made me want to live for you
And not die for me
You made me forget about the past
And just live in the future
You made me laugh
When all I could do was cry
You were my beacon of hope
But I guess this was my last rope
And now I'm fallin and I won't get up because
I'm gone.
Rap by Asurey!
Peace guys!
-A
