Jongin
Sinampal ako ni Kyungsoo ng paulit-ulit at sa bawat sampal nya sa pisngi ko ay ramdam na ramdam ko ang galit nya. Pinagsusuntok nya rin ako sa dibdib. I felt this urge to hug him but I stand still. Nakita ko pa ang luhang tumulo sa pisngi nya bago sya tumalikod sa akin. Seeing his tears, reminds me of how I stupid I was, how cruel and an asshole. Para syang bomba na sumabog na and, it's because of me. Ang gagu ko kasi. I have protected him all my life but I ruined it all.
"ASHER!" Luhan called.
"TITO JONGIN!" Nagmamadaling bumaba ng hagdan si Asher at lumapit sa akin. "Hala, nandito pa rin pala kayo? Akala ko umalis na kayo." Ang cute nya talaga plus, we do have the this same expressions? "I want to show you something po." May kinuha sya sa bulsa nya, "Picture nyo ni dudu oh kaya lang po, bakit may pangil at sungay kayo dito?" Tinignan ko yung litrato. Kyungsoo really hates me that much na pati picture idadamay nya. How childish yet I know, it helps him.
"Akala ko pinagtripan mo." ani ko.
"Hindi po ah, baka si Tita Luhan."
"Oy itong batang 'to. Masama ang namimintang." sabi ng kaibigan ni Kyungsoo. Tumabi ito sa akin while he is examining me. Awkward. "Mukha ka namang hindi masamang tao pero," He shooked his head. May alam siguro sya sa amin. "Siguro meleke telege kaya hindi nye mekelemeten. Meleke nge siguro." Nangunot ang noo ko at pasimpleng tinakpan ang ano ko. The hell?
Umupo sa pagitan namin si Asher, "Tita Luhan, hindi po kayo type ni Tito Jongin kasi sabi ko mabaho utot nyo. May Ken na po kayo 'di ba?" Natawa tuloy ako. If what comes on his mind. He'll say it. Napakamot lang a ulo si Luhan at saka ito kiniliti na tawa naman nang tawa't patuloy ang iwas. "Hahaha. Nakikiliti ako, Tita!"
Asher's laugh is really relaxing.
Ang gaan ng loob ko sa kanya.
Kahit nakikipaglaro sa akin si Asher, hindi mawala sa isip ko si Kyungsoo. Hindi ko maiwasan na hindi ako mapatingin sa pinto papasok sa kusina. Gusto kong ayusin lahat pero alam kong hindi na, malabo na ito. Malabo ng maibalik ko ang dati. I got too blinded by my love for Krystal and her little lies. I got frustrated. Binaling ko ang frustrations ko kay Kyungsoo kahit alam ko na wala naman syang kasalanan. I got hook by this idea of being a hero to Krystal due to her past.
If she really loves me? I dunno. Maybe she wants me cause I'm always there for her. Srly, hindi ko na alam kung ano ang totoo sa kanya. Seems like all are lies.
Ito lang talaga ang pagkakataong nakatanggap ako ng sampal mula kay Kyungsoo. Not when I cheated on him while we are still married. Not when I made him feel like a trash but today, he let it out. He gave me what I deserved. Thousands of it is not enough.
I was shocked when I saw Kyungsoo's naked body next to me. Napatayo agad ako at saka pinulot ang damit ko. Anong ginawa ko? Why did I banged him? I, I thought it was just a dream. I pulled my hair and let out a groan. I closed my eyes as I tried to remember it, I was his first.
"Hindi dapat nangyari yun, Kyungsoo! Nadala ako ng alak. Mali yun. Fck!" Napamura ako at nagsimula ulit magbihis, "Let's put it this way, nothing happened? I never did hit on you." Pitingini mo, Kim Jongin. Gagu! Ang manyak mo! Bestfriend mo yan eh, I mentally said.
Sinabunutan ko naman ang sarili ko. What the hell I was thinking last night. He's my bestfriend yet I banged him. Fvck. I took one thing na para dapat sa mahal nya. Sh!t. Mahal ko si Krystal, I can't afford to think that I cheated.
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