KaiSoo: Twisted Fate [MPreg] [BoyxBoy]

epilogue

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he road to achieve something you truly want is not always smooth as you want it to be nor, how you imagine it like fairytales. Pitingini. Walang ganun. Yung hahalikan ka lang tapos magkakajowa ka na. Hindi basta basta ibinibigay sayo ang isang bagay just because you want it in a snap of a finger. Paghihirapan mong makuha ito. Ang pag-ibig ay parang palay. Paghihirapan mo muna itong itanim at alagaan bago mo makuha. Saan ko ba nakuha 'to?

One thing I learned — to forgive. Forgiving is like setting yourself free from the dungeon of misery. Holding your anger in your heart, soul, and such won't give you peace of mind. I know, cause I've been there once and I don't wanna go back. Ano man ang ginawang kasalanan ng isang tao at gaano man kabigat, matuto tayong magpatawad.

Krystal, I.. forgave her. Still somewhat want her to start anew. Her love is one kind that suffocates and so selfish. One thing that everyone don't know is that.. she's a lost kid, wanting for someone to claim and love her. At that time, you, Jongin, found her and loved her. She don't wanna lose you but she lost herself. Everyone have their own story to tell and Krystal too.. she was abused. She seduces man to get what she wants, thinking they all want that from her like her stepfather.

Shoot, I won't bring that up.

Kim Jongin, you will always be the man whom I'd gladly want to spend the rest of my life with. Giving you a second chance, is one thing I'm not even regretful about. Minsan, kailangan mong magpakatanga. Being martyr is not an act of stupidity — sometimes. It's a sign of courage; taking risk to stay in a relationship na wala kang kasiguraduhan kung masasalba pa ba o lulubog na. Hindi natin masisisi yung mga tao na nagiistay pa rin kahit sobrang nasasaktan na sila. Lumalaban sila para sa taong mahal din nila.

Not anyone deserves second chances as what they say. But you, Jongin, showed me you are. Kahit na gaano mo ako sinaktan nun at binalewala, naniwala pa rin ako sa Kim Jongin na bestfriend ko. Yung tao na nagpakita ng pagpapahalaga sa akin, yung tao na sinabing 'any man will be happy to have you'. Ngayon ba, happy ka kasi nasayo ako? Gagu ka, umoo ka.

If I didn't take the risk, if I chose not to be called stupid.. will we end up like this? These questions cross my mind one day, but I'd still end up saying — I'm proud, I'm stupid. Being stupidly inlove with a man who hurt me the most and yet the same man who could make me happy. My first one and only love. How love can make someone so cheesy ha? I think I'm going to puke.

Remember the first letter I sent you? I didn't steal a prince from a princess but I stole a prince who was actually mine from the very beginning. Jongin, I'll marry you again, today and everyday.

Received: 12PM 01/13/****

"Hahaha. I didn't know na ganito ka pala kacheesy ah, Kyunggiebebs. I'll marry you again, today and everyday. I'm proud, I'm stupid. Pak na pak teh." Binato ko ng tsinelas si Luhan. Tawa sila nang tawa ni Baekhyun. Muntik ng sumakto sa bunganga nya na kita na ang ngalangala. "Sorry naman maderballs. Love ka naman ni Appaballs eh. Kayo na ang may happy ending. Edi wow." Bitter na sabi nya.

"Wag kang bitter, Luhan." Baekhyun said.

Niyakap ako ni Jongin mula sa likod at siniko ko sya. "Bakit kasi pinabasa mo yun sa kanila eh? Para sayo lang yun!" sabi ko, "Nakakainis 'to. Boset ka talaga." Natawa lang sya at hinalikan ako sa pisngi. "Huwag mo akong landiin dyan! Sa lapag ka matutulog mamayang gabi ah."