Stuck ( To My Boy Best Friend)TMDFG Part Two

Special Chapter: A BIG ANNOUNCEMENT!

OK. Hi guys! I'm writing this as myself. The author of this Darrenatic story. I just wanted to share why I really wrote the story

First of all, yes. I did this to continue To My Dear Fangirl. The first Darren fanfiction I written that was a hit and still I feel your Darrenatic support so thank you guys for the unending support. : )

The second reason and the final reason of writing this story is that I wanted this to be for my boy bestfriend.  Yes. Janssen is true . It all started when we were in ninth grade and I was crazy to volunteer to seat with him at the back as I pity the small girl at my back. Well, I believe it was not a bad choice. I got to know him more. That Africa moment was true and also the waltz. Yes, he was sort of a bad boy and mischievous. He was also a good dancer like Janssen in the story. The interesting part was that I actually hated him for the past years. So being seatmates with him was the happiest times I had. The cool part is that, he actually inspired me to do better at school and he got inspired to study harder because of me. Feelings grew in my part and we had many sweet times. HAHAHA XD. But sad to say guys, his heart was given to someone else. So I understood that we were just until friendsI could tell you that feelings don't fade easily but I had to keep it in. Then came this year. I am a senior as of the moment. June 26,2015. We had a big fight.. It broke my heart that he could friendzone me in front of many people that really crushed me into pieces. Kept me crying . On the first day, I cried coz it hurts so bad but the others days that passed by kept me crying each night in fear of losing him. I had forgiven him the day after all of that happened but I think he never felt that way. Yes, He apologized for what happened. Here I am apologizing non-stop but.. UGH! He keeps his distance.

So guys, may I ask you a favor. Could you repost this letter that would follow with the hashtags at the bottom too ok? And pass it on to your friends that have boy best friends too.. And let the chain go on and on. I believe this could help me a lot.

So guys, PLEASE HELP ME. Thanks in advance.So here's the letter:

To my dearest BBF,

                                Hi there? So how's your dancing going? Hope its doing good. So for the nth time, I'M SORRY. You know what? I always had this fear that I would hurt you too so bad and you would walk away. It even haunted my dreams. It's overpowering me mind and its driving me crazy. I'm sorry for hating you after what you did. That's not what a bestfriend should do. I got too shocked of what happened and just walked away. I'm sorry if I did not really hear your side. I'm sorry if I was too close minded. I would also understand if you won't accept my apology. Just give me this chance to say everything to you.

                                That moment I chose to be beside you for the whole year round, I thought it would be the most stupid decision I would do... but it turned out that you gave me the happiest time of the school year. Your pageant Q&As we used to practice in English, those racings on who would solve the problem faster, those crazy knock knock jokes.. The times I could say it all to you.. My anger,hatred.. I'm sorry for pouring all my fangirling on you which annoyed you at times. It was once in a lifetime that I knew you idolized Darren in a way too.. (singing Stuck in the middle of the exams drew me crazy as ever! HAHAHAH XD), you were hemophobic( scared of blood), those loom bands that I believed that were good luck on the MTAP Eliminations,that you could also tear up but you were too shy, you were kind and most of all, you were simply YOU.

                              Yes. I loved you. Until now actually but I could keep it in. Don't you worry. I know that I would get hurt. I know I had to keep a lot of things in. I know that I would lose you soon. I chose to just be strong and be there for you at all times Thank you for a lot of things. All those moments. The inspiration you were to me. The friendship .. simply everything. I would NEVER forget those. That is a promise I would make to you. I almost forget, if you said you were not good in keeping promise.. well you were wrong. There was one promise that you fullfilled which was the biggest promise I asked of you- to be by my side at all times. Congratulations! You changed, and I'm happy to see that. Don't worry. I won' t be gone. I'm still here. I may try to keep a distance from you but I would make sure that you would still be in my eyesight even if I am afar. I would always be here.

                               I almost forgot. I love you.

                                                                                                                                      From your geeky,crazy,corny GBF#sorryna

#idontwanttolosemybbf

                                Guys! Please. This is the least you could do. Please share it on your wall or if possible to everyone you know and keep the chain going. Send it to your boy best friends too if you want. PRETTY PLEASE. I can't afford to lose someone once again. So I hope I could trust you guys. Thank you in advance. I would be updating again the real story by next weekend. SO please, SHARE THE LETTER AND THE HASHTAGS. Thank you

~Miss Author.