Stuck ( To My Boy Best Friend)TMDFG Part Two

Going Back to Their Love Story

It's a day before the audition and I am so nervous on what could happen. I suddenly had second thoughts that maybe I am not good enough. Maybe I won't get through but I hope with God's grace, everything is going to be fine. I check my accounts while I am in bed. Fan mails still flood my accounts and I am happy as I reply to each one. I don't know why others put a barrier between fans and celebrities because as you remove the barrier, it's a fun place to be in than expected. How I wish I get another fan's day soon. I want to meet everyone in person again.I don't know what to do. I remembered all of a sudden that I had Dad's memory box. All the domino stuff in it. I read the articles Dad wrote.

" You long for someone you love knowing she would come back in time.. but when will that happen?"

I read that line again and I knew that instant how Dad really loved mom so much. I read the article further then I saw that Dad shouted Mom's name during a live ASAP show missing her so much but he got reprimanded by his manager. ( A/N : remember this scene for TMDFG?).

" Sweetheart?" Dad said entering the room

" Dad... " I said yawning as I hide the box under my blanket

" You seemed so relaxed. I thought you would be so nervous for tomorrow that would make you wake up earlier than expected." Dad told me

"I was actually..." I admitted to Dad

" Ena...." My dad said coming closer to me

" Entering that conservatory is a big milestone for you sweetheart. Whatever the result you have tomorrow, we will be so proud of you." Dad told me

" But, I really want it." I told with all honesty

" You cannot have everything you want in the world sweetheart. Maybe there are things that seem precious but there are more things that may mean more sooner or later" Dad told me

" Maybe dad." I told him

" Wake up. Its only you and me. Your mom went out somewhere. Meeting out with an old friend." Dad told me

" Meeting up with Ninang Abby?" I asked

" How'd you know?" My dad was a bit shocked

" Just a lucky guess." I told him with a big smile

"Oh.. Get up.." My dad told me and so I did

I was wondering why Dad's song 7 Minutes was playing on my phone. What I forgot is that I set it as an alarm for this day. HAHAHAHAHA ( Who does this too?). So I got up. I had breakfast with dad and started practicing again. I wanted this. I am sure of that. Very sure of it actually. That is why I am determined to do this.

" Don't pressure yourself. You're playing for yourself." Dad told me

Another thing I always wondered about is how they take things calmly but seriously. Its like they keep cool but they have a game plan in mind already. It's just.. HOW DO THEY DO IT?

" Are you sure you have no homework to do?" Dad asked me

Which reminds me...

I'm sure Dad heard my footstep rushing to my room. Good thing Dad reminded me. It was actually a math homework but I chose to do it on my own. Cosine, sine, tangent.. WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME? ( If you are a high school student, you would understand)

But still, I have to do it and understand it, what's the point of pushing yourself to do it if you don't understand a thing. After an hour, I was done and I let my dad check then he said it was all correct. BACK TO PRACTICE! Hihihi. In the middle of practice, my phone was vibrating. Hoping it's not Janssen but..