Bad Boys & Bad Girl

Chapter Thirty-Eight

I didn't remember the relationship my mom had with my dad. Did they love each other? Were they only together because of me? Did my dad remind her how beautiful she was everyday? Kiss her whenever he got home from work? Did they leave me with a babysitter every Friday so they could go on a date?

I didn't know, and these questions bother me always. I didn't know what love was, I never seen it. I didn't know what the feeling was. I once had a teacher told me that teenagers didn't know what love was, they just had a feeling stronger than the boyfriend or girlfriend they had before, they didn't know what it was so they called it love, although it wasn't. My response of course was that love was when you look at pizza. I was 15 at the time and Adam told me he loved me and for some reason I didn't tell him back right away, after I went to talk to my teacher I went back to Adam, I wanted to tell him what Mr. G told me but instead I decided not to and just live at the moment and told him I love him too. 

It was early Friday morning and I have been hanging out with Cameron, John, and of course Aaron. Mostly Aaron, I have been having the best time with him, always joking around, laughing, smiling, I felt happy when I was with him. Although John said that before the recent accident me and Aaron acted the same just kissed more I was disappointed Aaron hasn't kissed me yet, or define what we were at least. I knew I liked Aaron, a lot, probably more than I liked Adam before. I wanted to be something with him, something that will last, who knew if it was forever or not but I wanted to live at the moment. 

I looked at the dress I got with John almost a week ago, it was hanging in my door of my closet, the red attract attention and I just hope Aaron liked it. I started wondering if I was falling for Aaron, or just thought I was. I sigh as I got my bag and walked out my house waiting for John to pick me up. I smiled at the thought I was getting my bike back on Sunday. My mom was scared to let me have it back, she said it was better to sell it sense all it ever done is bring bad luck but I told her it makes me happy and she finally agreed. 

I was surprise when I saw a motorcycle in front of my house and I saw Aaron turn to smirk at me, I walked up to him and asked him what he was doing here. 

"I asked John if I could pick you up instead, I thought you might have missed riding a motorcycle," he smiled. 

"So I could ride it?" I asked excited. 

"No," my smile faded and he laugh as he hand me a helmet and I got on behind him wrapping my harms around his stomach a he started driving off.

I then realize he was right, I did miss riding, and this was an amazing way to start the day.  Not just riding but also doing it with Aaron. 

Once we entered the school I was telling him how rude he was for not letting me ride, and he said that it would ruin his reputation if he was behind me and that I needed to stop being a baby because I was getting my bike on Sunday. I rolled my eyes and I saw John standing at my locker with a huge smile on his face. 

"He said yes," was his first words. John kept his words and texted cashier guy, who's name was Mark and yesterday John planned to ask him to prom. 

"Congrats," I said hugging him. 

"Good job dude," Aaron said doing that man handshake thing no girl understood. 

"Now I need to go shopping for a suit, I will have to go to Men's Wearhouse sense I can't go where he works," John groan I chuckled at how he couldn't go to one of his favorite stores because his new toy works there. 

"Hey if you do go there maybe Mark will give a discount," John glared at Aaron.

"You two are meant for each other," he said before turning around and leaving, I blush at his comment and Aaron nervously chuckled. We started walking to our classes continuing with our day. 

"I wonder who's the original guy he wanted to take to prom," I wanted to tell Aaron I had an idea on who it was but I didn't say anything. 

"It's sad he likes a guy who doesn't role that way, but at least he's doing a good job working on moving on," I said. 

"Yeah, I know him and Mark will be happy together," Aaron said, I smiled at him and nodded. 

"Let's go to the Alley after school," I said he nodded and said Cameron might do a little race with some other friends and we could watch him. I knew John was going to go shopping so I didn't think it was worth inviting him, even if he was free I doubt he would want to go. 

The rest of the day was smooth and normal, lunch with John, Cameron, and Aaron. Classes with them and walking in the hallway together as always. After school John got in his car and drove off going to stores going to find the perfect suit. Cameron got on his bike and said he will meet us at the alley and me and Aaron got on his bike going to the alley right away. Once we got there I went to tell Xavier, the bartender, hello and walked to where I saw Aaron with some other guys. There faces were all familiar but I only knew Aaron, Cameron, and Victor, who for the first time I saw him talking and laughing instead of having Rebeca on his lap and making out with her. 

"So where is John?" Victor asked. 

"Went shopping for a suit for prom," I answered. 

He frown at this for a second and then his face went back to normal. "Oh, he's going with someone?" 

"Yup, he got himself a boy toy," Aaron chuckled. I could tell something was bothering Victor but I didn't ask anything. 

"Well I'm going to go get ready for my race," Cameron said. We all yelled good luck. "Kiss good luck?" Cameron ask me leaning over. An arm wrap around my waist and another palm push Cameron away. 

I looked over Aaron glaring at Cameron. "Leave," he said. Cameron laugh as he nodded.

"Hug good luck?" he ask me, I ignore how mad Aaron look and hug Cameron. I pulled away and Aaron brought me back into his arms, we watch Cameron walk to his bike and started driving away to track.

"Calm down man," a guy I didn't know said to Aaron. "She's your girl, we all know this," the group laugh and I blush while Aaron looked a little shy too. 

I notice his arm was still around my waist and I felt a rush to my heart, I felt safe in his arms and I wanted to stay in them forever. Suddenly my thoughts went back to when I talked to Mr. G, when I told Adam I loved him, when I saw Aaron when I woke up in the hospital, all the times I have spent with him, maybe Mr. G was right, maybe us teenagers don't know what love is but just think we do because we have stronger feelings and don't know what they are. Maybe he was wrong and you can fall in love young, cause as I stared at Aaron laughing with his friend my heart skip a beat and I knew I was fucked. 

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Showty's Note: I learned how to do it! Anyways here's another chapter because last time I took a really long time so I wanted to make up for that. I originally plan to make the alley scene next chapter with Aaron's POV but instead I decided to put it here. So next chapter is Prom and there's like 4 more chapter's into the end.

I'll let you say your goodbyes...

But thank you all who are reading this and I am glad and surprise many of you like this book although I think it sucks sense I started it pretty young. I have wanted to give up on this many times but you guys kept me going on and I force myself to keep writing for you guys and I don't regret it one bit. I fell in love with this story these characters are my babies.

Bye...