Bad Boys & Bad Girl

Chapter Fourty

Dedicated to iiLlamaLordii because her comments made me laugh and made my day. 

John's POV

He survived. 

Thankfully the ambulance got there shortly after Victor got shot and manage to saved his life. All of us went to visit him regularly, together and I knew Cameron and the guys went alone with me and Amanda sense we weren't so close to him as they were. This didn't bother me because I knew when and at what time they went so I knew when I could go alone. 

Like right now. 

I walked to his room and knock, he was laying down flipping through the channels and looked up to see me and I smiled as I came inside and sat down. 

"I got you something," I said pulling out an apple. He laugh and took it.

"Thanks," he said taking it, he then looked at the door. "Did you come alone?" he asked. I nodded, he didn't say anything else but nod as well. 

"How are you feeling?" I asked him, this is what you're supposed to ask a patient every time you visit them right?

"Better," he said taking a bite of the apple. He looked more relax and I didn't want me being here alone with him make him feel awkward. 

So we kept on talking, at first about Prom day which was 4 days ago, and then about when he was getting out, which somehow we started talking about what he wanted to do in life, when he drop out of high school, what I wanted to do in life, what college I was going and so on. 

We laugh at a joke made and he suddenly turned serious. 

"How did you know you were gay?" his question surprised me. 

"I was 13,"  started to say. "Guys at my school were talking about this one girl they all saw online and they asked me what I thought, when I said I didn't know who they were talking about they wrote down a link and told me to see it at home when I was alone."

Victor catch on and started to laugh like a mad man. 

"Anyways, once I got home I went to my computer and my parents weren't home so I search this girl up and I saw it was an actual video. So when I pressed it I was surprise, and I got my first boner as well," I continued. 

"How did you find out you were gay by watching porn?" Victor asked still laughing. 

"I'm getting there," I replied. "So I started... you know.. and I was for a few days still watching videos to.. you know.. and I notice one day half way through the video that I was not.. you know... for the girl but for the guy," Victor laugh for a while longer and he got serious again. 

"What if you don't have porn to watch?" 

I then realize what was happening, these questions.

He thinks he might be gay but still not sure. 

I didn't know what to feel I was shock I should say, when I first met this guy, I mean properly met him, he was with his girlfriend. A girl, which wasn't so long ago. What happened that made him wonder?

Another part of me was happy that he might go my way. I mean I sort of had a crush on this guy but didn't want to do anything about it because I thought he was straight. 

This is your chance John. 

I got up from my chair and got closer to Victor and before he could react I pressed my lips against his. 

"Maybe that would help clear things up too," I whispered and pulled away when I heard a cough. I turn to look at the door and saw Mark standing there.