Adaa pov
I started to leave the stage after completing my dance but turned my head towards him feeling that sudden intense gaze on me. our eyes met his eyes were different from the usual black, they became light, diluted, like allowing me to watch the inside of him.
Raw emotions are what I would describe about what I saw in those mesmerizing eyes. His sudden walk away made me come out and I followed him as soon as I came out.
He is breaking down that is what I noticed as I entered the room. I don't what is the reason, or how should I comfort him, because I am very poor at comforting people, I always be like, give them some time they will eventually become normal again.
But I don't know whether I should leave or stay. I never thought I would see a man this vulnerable other than books.
His eyes are red but he is not crying and I know how it feels to not be able to cry. I wrap my hands around his head snuggling him into my tummy. That made him cry and he cried until he couldn't anymore, his eyes letting out all the pain they bared, he let out all the pain that had been holding onto him.
I didn't even realise when we got into such a position, but when I tried to get up he stopped me keeping a hand on my nape and pulling me close. what he said after made me want to kiss him more and never let him go "No don't, just stay like this, please". and the look he gave me, Fuck I am whipped.
I love people who don't hesitate to show their low side to their loved or cared ones. we need a person to give us a shoulder, we deserve it. Everyone deserves it.
Before I could do something and regret it later Leela saved me. I knew by the hold of her hand what she might be thinking. "let's talk don't drag me like I am a lazy donkey", I said stopping in my tracks. "what the hell was that?", she pointed her finger to Vishrut's room. "heat of the moment.", I shrugged and I know she not going to take that as an answer.
"Heat? care to explain 'The heat'?", she asked worriedly. "when I saw him breaking down, it reminded me of myself. The time when I used to cry, I just wanted someone to hug me and tell me that it's going to be all ok, you will be alright, I wanted someone to let me hug and cry, I wanted someone to listen to me at that time.
so when I saw him it felt like I couldn't let him go alone in this. I don't know I just felt that way.", I said signing as if a heavy weight lifted off my heart. she engulfed me in a hug keeping my rambling self in a place. I needed that.
The whole night I just toss and turn my brain reminiscing my old mistakes and about my newfound feelings.
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Today is Haldi and all senior citizens are busy as tomorrow is the wedding. They just started the ritual and everyone was done with their part before they moved back to their wedding preparations.
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Beyond Words
RomansaTwo broken souls: Adaa and Vishrut They find themselves getting attracted to each other, but neither one is willing to get married and settle. But the situation led to being engaged. Will they be able to survive with only lust, or they will fall i...