Beyond Words

23. Vikram

Adaa POV

Why do periods have to be irritating? I wasn't the one who suffered from heavy flow and painful cramps. But the wetness irritates me to hell, the constant flow argg. But no matter how less painful the other 4 days be the first day would be like fuc--hell, backache, stomach cramps, and no energy like some vampire has sucked entire blood, I just don't want to get up from bed, just sleep and scroll or rest, I don't even feel like eating. 

Vishu left for the hospital because he had an important surgery and I was in the bathroom at that time trying to relax my self in the warm water. He still made my favorite dosa for breakfast, pineapple juice, and told me that he would come home early and give me a massage.

I have always been, it's ok it happens every month right Adaa, don't let it affect your work. You have to bare it for your half-life. I told him that I would be ok but he was not going to take that and told me that he would be with me this time. It touched my heart, maybe I am being too emotional, fu-- this mood swings.  

I got my period yesterday night right after we came home from Leela's. Leela showed me the baby's room and how they were going to decorate it, according to the gender. Her face glowed more than it ever did,  I can't wait to meet their baby.

Currently, I am in bed watching the ceiling and thinking why the weather is so bad today, it's so cloudy, with cold winds, I don't want to eat, I just want to sleep but I can't, I want Vishu. Haa Vishu, where are you? 

As soon as he entered the bedroom white lily fragrance filled my nostrils, I got up on my elbows just to see him in his olive green shirt, black trousers, and a bouquet of white lilies. 
"is my cupcake waiting for me?", Yes, he calls me cupcake because according to him I have flashy cheeks like a cupcake but never my cupcake. 
my cupcake
he called me my cupcake.
my cupcake
coming out of it I nod.

"You ate your breakfast?", he sat beside me. He is so charming, with his soft gaze, round face, light stubble, and short but black and silky hair. 

"Yes, I had, and now if you let me I will sleep." I turned to the other side, I don't know what happened to me all of a sudden but I am angry. 
"Is my cupcake angry because I came late?", he bent to my ear and continued "But my cupcake will never be angry at pineapple cake. right?" and kissed my ear. It took me just a second to get up and take the cake. It smells so delicious, I can forgive him for this.
"It's ok, now came. sit beside me", I moved the sheets and patted the place beside me and he was quick to occupy the place.

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After watching "Aashiqui 2" I kept crying straight for an hour and went into my slumber, but my period being a bitch woke me up in the middle of the night with cramps. Groaning in annoyance I went to the washroom and changed my pad. 

I get into my bed but I guess my sleep ditched me. I turned around and saw his peacefully sleeping face. His features look so calm, his almond eyes, Nubian nose, thin upper lip and plump lower lip, light stubble, thick hair. 

My finger traced his every feature, trying to picture him for an eternity. Because every time we spend time it always makes me feel jealous about his future wife. The way he takes care of me made me sad, that it has to be over at a point. 

And all I am getting will be given to her, the care, time, priority, more over the privilege of calling him her husband and called as his wife. He would see her face right after he woke up daily, he would cook breakfast for her, they would eat together, they would cook together, sleeping in each other arms, they would watch a movie together and recreate the scenes, they would dance for their favorite songs, he would touch her waist, she could touch his chest, they would kiss each other like they are so much in love. They would roam on the road with hand in hand, laughing. They would sit on a bench enjoying nature in pure silence and in each other's embrace.