Daniel Padilla. Rodney Brondial. Jeron Teng. Tas ngayon, Joseph Marco naman. Ano tong mga babanggain ko? Eh anlalake ng mga to eh, literally. Para akong makikipag away sa Great Wall of China. Badtrip.
Kaninang umaga when I woke up and checked twitter, may mga pictures na nagkalat. It was Joseph Marco's post in IG with my Mika and the caption was "Finally... #Preview20"
Makafinally naman siya, ginawa naman niyang detergent ang mahal ko. Finally Ariel happened to. Finally...woooooh! BWISIT!
Tas aside from that, binabash pa ako ng ibang fans ni Mika. Well, I totally understand naman. Kahit sabihin ko na they dont know the story behind, hindi ko din naman sila mapipiligilang magsabi ng hindi naganda about me especially Aly's name's being tagged here. Well, rumors were true that Aly and I went to a date, yun ngang sa eastwood, but it was a friendly one. Nothing more, nothing less.
Eh tong mga nakikita ko sa instagram, grabe eh. Especially yung Teng, may paakbay akbay at peace sign pa. Akala ata ng singkit na to, ikinatuwa ko yung nga gestures niya. Badtrip. At eto namang si Mika, makangiti, kawagasan. Mukhang nag-eenjoy talaga siya na wala na ako. Kakalungkot.
Well, she has all the liberty to enjoy life without me though, ayun, may kirot nga lang.
Napag-usapan namin ni Dani kagabi about her plan on how to get Mika back. Kaso, sa mga nakaabang sa kanya ngayon, malabo ata na mangyari yung plans namin. Kainis lang.
"Where you?", I received a text message from her.
"House. Y?"
"Free you? Tara, jobee katip. Kakatapos lang ng shoot namin for a campaign, but Jobee prepared something for my birthday. You might wanna come.", as she invited me. No appointments for today naman so I gladly accpeted her invitation.
"Coming, see you in a few.", I replied.
I prepped up for less than 30 minutes and went to a nearby flower shop to get her a bouquet of flowers. Just a simple present for her upcoming birthday.
I arrived at the place in no time and gave her the flowers I bought. "Thanks.", she said.
"How have you been doing?", she asked.
"Eto. Moving on, still.", I answered with a bitter smile.
"I saw her nga sa mga posts on twitter and IG, she looked so gorg last night. And she looked good earlier.", magkasama sila? "Yeah, kasama ko siya sa photoshoot earlier with Gelo Alolino."
"Sino kasama niya? I mean, sinong naghatid?", I asked.
"Gusto mo talagang malaman, Kief?", and I nodded. Sa dami ng abangers kay Yeye, kailangan ko talaga makilala sino ang competition ko, para alam ko pano lumaban.
"It was Joseph Marco who drove her to the set. And was picked up by I dont know.", and she laughed. "Ibang kotse kase ang sumundo, iba din yung ginamit ni Joseph paghatid. So hindi ko talaga alam.", Aly explained.
Nawalan ako ng gana bigla. Paano ba ko sisingit sa sched ni Yeye? That should be me talaga ang theme song ko for myself eh. That should be driving her to the set and pick her up to drive her home. Nakabanas.
"Are you okay?", she asked and held my hand that was on the table. I didnt know how long I have been silent. Tulala ako eh. I couldnt think of a plan kung pano sumingit at kumuha ng appointment sa life niya. Consequence mo yan,nasayo na, binitawan mo pa.
I just nodded to Aly. "Good. Lets eat!", and we stood up to eat our lunch.
I went home to take some rest. It was saturday and thank God walang practice. I was browsing FB this time and a post got me, "Explain to him please what 3 month rule is." That was the caption and the picture was Me and Aly, the flowers on the same table where we were and Aly's hand on mine.
Dami din kase talagang paparazzi everywhere eh. At nakuha pa talagang itiming yung pagpictyre nung paghawak ng kamay sa akin ni Aly, when she was comforting me. Badtrip. If youre just gonna take a look at the pic alone sasabihin mo talagang may something. Pero wala naman kase.
I wanted to throw tantrums like a child. Pano pag nakita ni Mika to. Goodbye Kiefer na talaga to forever. Badtrip.
I read the comments and I wasnt suprised at all. Their defensive side kicked in, and I couldnt blame them from bashing me. Wala nga siguro akong delicadeza. Ako na nga tong nang iwan, ako pa tong nay ganang dumate-date at magsaya.
I know how Mika's fans love her. Na kahit patayan yata susuungin maprotektahan lang siya. That should be me doing that, but they took over my position when I broke her heart and they protected them from me. Ironic as it seems, I was protecting her before, but now they are protecting her from me. Ang sakit lang.
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Ikinaganda ko talaga ng pagkabongga bongga tong weekened. Though I wasnt happy at all since I heard my Baby Des got injured, but knowing how dedicated that kid is, sus, yung injury niyang yun, sisiw lang yun.
So, I had a photoshoot saturday morning after the preview ball, where a lot of celebrities took pictures with me. Naks. Hahahaha. Jazmine Curtis, Yassi Pressman, Julia Montes and THE Joseph Marco. Nipost pa sa IG yun with "Finally... #Preview20" caption. So anong ibig niyang sabihin dun? Na gandang-ganda siya sa akin? Hahahahha..
Going back to the photoshoot, hinatid niya pala ako. After we talked at the preview ball, he asked for my number and presented to drive me to the set where the photoshoot was. Puro kantyaw nga narinig ko sa staff who happens to know Joseph too. Well, iba na maganda. Nyahahah. Ayoko na nga, nagiging conceited na ko.
"Are you gonna be okay here?", he asked and I nodded. Syempz pademure effect muna, saka na ko mag iinarte pag sobrang close na kami. Mahirap na, baka maturn-off ang isang to at magfinal walk out sa life ko.Nyahaha. Landi ko lang. Bakit ba? Single ako. Lets go #JoMik. hahahaha.
"Sige. I will pick you up later ha? I will text you. Hindi na ako bababa ng kotse later kase baka tuksuhin ka na naman. I dont want you ti feel uncomfortable whenever youre with me. Okay?", I couldnt think of an answer. Nalulon ko ata ang dila ko, so I just smiled and nodded.
He kissed my cheek goodbye and I bet, I turned red. Hahaha. Nagdadalaga lang.
Kinikilig ako talaga, ibang level ang kilig. Yung ka Rodney, saktong kilig lang. Yung kay DJ over naman sa kilig yun, parang akong highschooler na tumitili whenever she sees her crush. Kay Teng, wala kahit konting kuryente man lang. Kahit 1 watt wala. Zero. hahaha. But with Joseph, I feel like I am a normal young lady who's kilig is pademure. Feeling ko talaga nagdadalaga ako.
I watched him leave and someone draped an arm around my shoulder. "May magseselos at magsisisi na naman niyan", I looked at the person and it was Gelo Alolino. "Start na daw tayo."
We went inside the set para sa photoshoot for a Jobee campaign. After the shoot, Aly invited us to have lunch a Jobee Katip where her birthday treat will be held. Gelo and I politely turned down the invitation since we have prior commitments.
Joseph called me saying he's already at the parking, "Yung Dodge na all black. Pasok ka na agad sa passeger seat.", he instructed me. And I obliged.
I went to the car and was suprised to receive a bouqet of white and pink roses. Tae,, lakas makadalaga nito ni Jose. Hahaha.
"San tayo?", I asked him politely.
"Bahay."
"Mo????", He shook his head.
"Bahay niyo, we prepared something for you. I asked your Mom earlier and she agreed. Wala naman daw magagalit kung dumalaw-dalaw ako sayo. I talked to your Papa too.", I was surprised. Ginawa niya yun while I was in my photoshoot? "Mika, be prepared. You will have bashers because of me but I promise I will protect you from them. I will try to make them stop, pero kung di ko na kaya, please just dont mind them. Saka, I know youre still mending, Dont worry, I promise, aalisin ko lahat ng sakit na nangyari at papalitan natin ng magagandang memories."
Suddenly, I felt uneasy. Hindi lang pala ako ttakot sa love at sa sakit, takot din ako sa promises. And all because of one person. Naiinis na naman tuloy ako sa kanya. Sobra. But I managed to smile at Joseph. "Mika, please give me a chance. This may sound so cliche to you, but I have waited for you and now that I got my chance, please let me love you."
