"San tayo pupunta?", I heard her ask the same question for the nth time. Ayoko sana siyang sagutin. Kaso napakakulit.
"Sa bahay.", I simply replied.
"Saan? Sa inyo? Sa Cainta?", she asked again, "Bakit? Anong gagawin natin dun?"
"Nope.", I shook my head, I was driving our way home. "Sa Quezon City." Mika looked at me, surprised. "Oh? What's with that look, Babe?"
"Bakit sa QC tayo?", bakit napakulit ng asawa ko? "Kaninong bahay ba uuwian natin?"
"Sa atin.", I looked at her and I saw how her eyes widened. "Oh? Ano na naman yang reksyon na yan, Mika?", I said, chuckling. "I built a house for us when you were still in New Zealand, kahit hindi naman sure kung babalik ka pa sa akin."
"Itabi mo ang kotse!", she hastily said and I got nervous.
"Bakit ko itatabi?", I asked while maneuvering the car. But to my surprise, she hugged my. Kahit hindi mahigpit kasi nasa loob kami ng kotse, I know she meant her hug.
"Thank You, Baby.", she said. Teary eyed.
"You are always welcome.", I said and gave a peck on her lips. I started to drive again.
When we arrived at our new house, I saw how Mika's eyes brighten in amazement. I know she would love the house kase yun yung dream house niya. She had drawn it before, yung parang sketch lang, dun ko kinuha yung inspiration sa pagtayo ng love nest namin.
"this is beautiful.", she uttered and I hugged her from behind.
"You like it?", I asked kissing her cheek. She shook her head. Di niya nagustuhan?
"Kase, I love it!", she turned to me and hugged me tight. Ang sarap lang sa feeling.
"This is my wedding gift for you.", I said and her eyes welled up with tears, tears of joy. "We are going to build our forever here." she nodded and kissed me on the lips.
We went inside the house and showed her the living room, kitchen, dining room as well as our back yard garden and pool. We went to the second floor to show her the nursery for our future kids, 3 other rooms, the guest room and the master's bedroom.
"Yung master's bedroom, Babe, may connecting door to to the nursery, para pag umiyak yung mga baby natin, makakapunta na agad tayo.", I explained. "Or if you want, we can just pull the rockers here in our room para dito na tayong lahat matutulog."
"Ready na ready na pala noh?" she asked and I nodded. "Baby na lang ang kulang."
I suddenly felt warm inside. Eto na naman ako sa feeling na parang sinisilaban. But what's different was, #WETDREAMSNOMORE na ako! Yes!
I walked towards her and cupped her face and gave her a long hot kiss. But she broke the kiss and I was a bit disappointed. "Bakit?", I asked. She looked nervous and pale. "Babe, okay ka lang?"
She nodded, "Maliligo lang ako.", she said walking towards the bathroom inside our room.
Matutulog ba akong mag-isa on my wedding night????? NOOOO!!!!!
"Ano na Kiefer? Magtititigan na lang ba tayo dito?", I heard Mika say. "Ano? Fifteen minutes na, wala pa din? Nakakaloka!"
I didnt say a thing. We have been lying on the bed for, yeah, almost fifteen minutes already at hindi ako makagalaw. It was our first night together, first night to stay in our house, first night of our forever, tapos ako, KINAKABAHAN AKO!!!!
"Hoy ano?", Mika called me again. "Hanggang wet dreams na lang ba tayo? Kasi kung oo, matutulog na lang ako!", she said angrily.
"Wait lang kasi, Babe.", I finally spoke. "Wait lang, kinakabahan ako."
"Nakakaloka talga!", she complained. "Bakit ka kakabahan?", I didnt answer, Bakit nga ba? She grabbed my hand and put it on her breast, "Baby, eto. Yan ang boobs ko.", she grabbed my other hand and put it in between her thighs. "Yan naman, yan si Pempem.", she said. "Hindi yata ako na inform na ang wedding night pala ay anatomy class 101."
I laughed on what she said. "Baby, alam ko naman kung anu ang mga yan.", I said. "Baby naman eh!"
"Anong baby naman eh ka jan?", she got up from the bed, "Kung wala kang balak idevirginize ako ngayong gabi, sabihin mo at uuwi muna ako at sa bahay namin ako matutulog. Tas itext mo na lang ako pag ready ka ng basagin ang hymen ko."
"Hindi sa ganun, Babe.", I pulled her back to bed.
"Eh bakit hindi ka gumagalaw?!", she was really fuming, "Kung makapagdrama ka naman jan, parang ikaw ang babasagin!" I didnt reply, anong sasabihin ko? Di ba? "Ano Babe? Gusto mo tawagan natin sina Papa tas mag short course ka ngayong gabi kung pano magmake love?", she asked me and I laughed some more.
"Alam ko naman ang gagawin ko noh.", I reasoned out, "Remeber, nabastos na kita sa panaginip ko, so basically, alam ko kung pano ko gawin. Kinakabahan kasi ako."
"Bakit ba kasi kinakabahan Kief? Mukha ba akong may vaginismus at kinatatakutan mo?"
"Hindi ako sayo natatakot. Ano ka ba naman?", I said and pulled her for an embrace. "Natatakot ako na baka masaktan kita pag ginawa natin yun, baka hindi mo magustuhan tapos matrauma ka pa."
"Baby,", she cupped my face, "Masasaktan talaga ako kase first time nating gagawin yun, given naman na yun.", I nodded, "At imposible namang hindi ko magustuhan yun noh, tapos ikaw pa ang kasama kong gagawa, alam mong mahal na mahal kita di ba?"
Right there and then, parang gusto kong umiyak. Lage kong tinatanong kung anong nagawa ko bakit ako binigyan ng isang Mika Reyes-Ravena. Naniniwala talaga ako na nung past life ko, isang napakabuti kong nilalang sa mundong ito.
I held her face, "I love you, Mrs. Ravena.", and kissed her fully on the lips.
Slowly, I lied her on the bed. We were kissing passionately. It was turning into a burning flame, pero yung hesitations ko, hindi ko na makapa, naisip ko nga, bakit ba ako kinabahan eh we were wearing our best protection, our wedding rings.
My lips transferred to her cheek, went to her ears down top her neck. I traced her collar bones with my lips and I noticed how Mika's breathing changed. It became ragged. I let the strap of her nighties fell from her shoulder as I Latch my palm into her bare skin. "Kief!", I heard her whisper.
I undressed her totally and she didnt seem to mind. I explored every part of her being, and from the reactions I got from her, I could say she was loving the new sensation she felt.
I touched her, and she was ready for something big. I undressed myself and covered her nakedness with mine.
I moved to seek entrance SLOWLY, but Mika made a move too, and winced in pain. ano excited lang? talagang sinalubong niya, eh di masakit talaga yun, napwersa yung pagpasok eh . "OUCH!", she said.
"Babe, are you okay?", I asked. "Wait, wag ka muna gumalaw. Tatanggalin ko."
She looked at me, and stared. "Ano? Paasa lang?", she asked, looking so disappointed.
"Eh kase nasasaktan ka eh."
"Wag ka nalang muna gumalaw.", she instructed me. So I didnt move until she said so. "Ano to? Eto na ba yung third base? Eto na ba yun?" she asked in surprise. "Parang overrated yung mga nabab----AHHH!!"
I suddenly moved fast that made her shut her mouth up, "Ano? Overrated ba?", I asked and she shook her head. "Masakit pa ba?"
"Oo." she answered. "Pero kaya naman na."
And thats the only thing I needed to hear. I slowly moved in and out of her and I could hear her gasps. Our breathes became ragged as I stroke faster and faster until we both reached our precipice, both at the same time. "Mika, I love you.", I uttered, "I'll love you until infinity runs out."
She smiled, her forehead was still sweating because of our fist ever love making. "I love you, too Kief. I will be permanently in love with you, always and forever."
