I was having my own investigation with what was happening in my room. My gadgets were open. Laptop, iphone and my tablet. I was scanning every social media Kiefer has possible accounts. Sabi nga ng ibang Miefs, #TeamSoco daw, and I was one of these #TeamSoco guys.
I was busy checking everything when my room's door flew open and my BFF Jessey Laine De Leon entered the room with a tigress game face on. "Hoy Mika! Ano tong nababasa kong mga post ng number one anti-miefer na DJ sa balat ng Metro MAnila, ha?! Anong gusto niyang palabasin?? Na ikaw pa ngayon ag nang-iwan? Na ikaw pa ngayon ang may kasalanan? Ha? Na dapat hindi ka niya binalikan dahil past ka na at mas okay na magmove-on na lang?!"
I arched my brows. Bakit? May bago bang post si Tin? SAan naman kaya? "Hindi porket bestfriend siya ng Jowa mo Mika ah, ay di ko na siya papatulan. Wala talaga akong sasantuhin pag ikaw kinanti talaga nila. Tandaan mo yan."
I was touched by what Jessey said. Kahit pala mejo kinulang sa timbang tong bestfriend ko na to, mahal na mahal ako nito. I got up from my bed and hugged her. "BFF, wag ka na magalit. Saka wala namang laban sayo yun. Tusukin mo lang yun ng mga buto mo, wala ng magagawa yun siya. Saka ano ba yung pinag-iinit ng dugo mo sa kanya?"
"I just saw her post kase sa IG niya, yung chasing churvaloo niyang ganun. Dati naman pro Miefer yun, eh anong nangyari? Parang number one fan ng anti-miefer ah! Parang ayaw niyang makita yang boyfriend mo na masaya sayo.", she hissed.
Aminado naman ako talaga na napapansin ko yun kay Tin pero ayoko na lang bigyan ng malisya. Eh kung ayaw niya eh di wag, siya ba si Kiefer? Siya ba ang boyfriend ko? Well sorry siya, though her opinion matters to Kiefer, pero si Kiefer pa rin ang nagdesisyon and Kiefer decided to be with me again. Hanggang post at parinig na lang naman pwede niyang gawin eh. Bahala siya.
Pero what bothered me more was the tweets from anon accounts that I saw online. Some of the tweets were quite controversial. And some of the tweets were tagged to Kiefer and Alyssa. But based on my understanding, these anonymous account on twitter were on my side. They were bashing Kief and Aly because they thought, the two were cheating on me. And my curiosity actually was killing me.
Andaming tanong sa utak ko. Bakit sila may alam? Sino Sila? Why it seemed like they know everything about Kiefer and Alyssa's real score? How could they say all these bullshit?
I asked Jessey to sit down and explained to her what was going on. I could see how her expression change. She looked confused, hurt, and annoyed all at the same time. "Who are these people?", she asked full of curiosity.
"I dont know either, Best. Ang pinagtataka ko, bakit alam nila ang lahat ng to?"
"Are you gonna believe them?"
"I dont know. Part of me says, yes, I have to believe them, pero may part din na hindi, kase hindi ko sila kilala and I dont know if they are telling the truth.", I replied and Jessey went silent.
"May mga ebidensya daw sila Ye eh.", she said while still reading the other tweets of BitchPerfect and ItsMarcia. "What if maglabas sila ng mga pictures, Best? What are you gonna do?"
I shook my head. I really dont know, seriously. "Best may picture sila na pinost, tingnan mo yung BitchPerfect,", and Jessey navigated the phone and searched for the username again, "they posted a picture of legs and the caption was all about having couple slippers. And I know they were pertaining to Kief and Aly kase lahat ng tweets nila were just between the three of us."
"Eto ba?", and Jessey showed me the twitpic and I nodded. "Legs niya ba to?", she asked.
I shrugged. How will I know?"Pero I saw a pair of the same slippers in Kiefer's room when I went to his Dad's brithday."And I saw how Jessey's eyes widened.
"Sana naman pareho lang. I mean walang ibang meaning.", and I hoped the same, "Okay, Ye, this is what you are going to do, clear your mind first. Do not make any move unless these info are confirmed okay?", and I nodded. "Give Kiefer the benefit of the doubt, malay mo mga haters lang. Pero the way they tweet info, it seems like they are sure of what they are talking bout and that what scares me, Ye. Kasi we cant just set aside the possibility that these are really true."
"Exactly, Jess. At may napapansin akong iba kay Kiefer these past few days kase. Kagaya kagabi, I liked a photo on instagram out of nothing, as in no particular reason, na-cute-tan at nakulitan lang ako but he really reacted so differently. Nakakapanibago. Napagconnect ko din kase with Tin's IG post and Kiefer's new Twitter DP. And it all boiled down to Alyssa."
"This is not so good.", she locked the screen of her phone and looked at me, "But if ever these rumors are true, Best, please, wag kang magpakatanga ha?"
"Yup. Kahit masakit, I will let him go, Best.", and my eyes welled up with tears. Just the thought of me letting go of him, parang sobrang sakit na. But I was not martir, sabi nga nung BitchPerfect, matagal ng binaril sa Luneta ang mga martir and its definitely not me. "Mas okay na na bitawan siya kasya sa magmukha na naman akong tanga. Habol dito, habol dyan. Tas wala rin naman nangyari."
Jessey hugged me. "You are a strong woman, Best. Nakayanan mo nga yung una, etong ngayon pa ba? Bakit parang di ata applicable sa inyo ang saying na "Love is sweeter the second time around"?", and she laughed.
"Paano naman kase, mas bagay sa amin ang "Love is bitter the second time around.", and both of us laughed.
"Pero alam mo, Ye. Pag yang bestfriend kuno niya magpakitang gilas na naman, naku, humanda talga siya sa akin at wag niya ng hintayin na uminit ang dugo ko sa kanya. Tigress ako, baka limot niya!", she said angrily and I let go a soft laugh.
"Thanks, Best.", and I hugged her.
"Magkakaroon talaga ng Clash of Besties."
He
My reaction to what happened last night was ridiculous. I mean, parang OA naman ata at masyadong halatado. I mean, tama si Mika eh, I sounded so defensive. Alam na kaya ni Ye?
But I was praying na hindi nakikita ni Mika yung mga posts ng haters ko. Kase pag nabasa niya yun, baka maniwala siya na merong kami ni Aly. I didnt want her to think that way. Pag si Mika kase nag-isip, nakakatakot. Pag si Mika nagdesisyon, kinakabahan ako. Lalo na at may mga ebidensya daw sila.
Sa totoo lang, I was guilty of charge. There were lots of pictures naman talga kami ni Aly, especially when we went to SG for Sea Games, and I was so damn scared that the will upload those, alam ko kasing it will be the end of us, Miefer, at parang di ko matatanggap yun pag nangyari ulit.
I called Tin to ask some help. "Oh ano, Ravenskie?", bungad niya sa akin.
I explained to her the things that scared me a lot. "Eh di kung makita niya, eh di anong magagwa natin? Eh ginwa niyo yun eh.", she said.
"Alam mo, Tin, you are not helping.", napikon ako on how she answered me, I was seeking for help, abkit ganun dapat niyang sagot?
"Kahit magngangangawa ka pa, Kief, if Mika would see it, alam na antin ang mangyayari."
"Kaya nga tulungan mo akong iprevent na makita yun ni Mika eh! Naiintindihan mo ba?"
"Ayoko nga! Bakit mo pa kase siya binalikan, Kief? Eh alam naman nating maghihiwalay din kayo.", and now she was hitting my nerve.
"Alam mo, kung ayaw mong tumulong eh di wag!", and I hanged up the phone.
What happened to my bestfriend? parang ayaw niya akong sumaya.
I went downstairs to get some water to drink. I was still thinking what to do next. Kinakabahan ako talaga.
I dialed someone's phone number. "Hello, Baby?"
"Mag-saup tayo, Aly!"
