Paano ba ang magmahal?
Parati bang nasasaktan?
Umiiyak na lang palge,
Gusto ko ng lumisan.
"Do me a favor, Kief! Wag mo na kong patayin ulit!", and my eyes started to well up. Masakit pala, sobrang sakit. "Hoy, bakit ka natulala?", and I went back to reality.
"Babe, wag mo na ulit sabihin yun ah!", and I saw her brows knitted together. "Ang sakit eh."
"Babe, nagroroll play lang tayo.", and I heard her chuckle.
"Alam ko pero tagos kase yung sinabi mo eh.", she held my face to her. "I killed you before, Ye. Sorry, hindi ko naman sinasadya yun.", I didnt know why I wanted to cry.
When we watched the movie The Break Up Playlist earlier that day, I was really affected. I saw myself in Piolo's character. I pushed Mika to her limit until the day she brokeup with me before. I was thankful though na hindi kami umabot ng 3 years unlike Gino and Trxie.
But one lesson I learned from the movie, na kahit gaano katagal at kahit gaano kasakit, kung mahal niyo ang isa't isa, bibigyan niyo talaga ang isat isa ng pagkakataong ituwid yung maling nagawa niyo nuon.
"But you are here now, anong problema?", she was still holding my face.
"Sorry, Babe.", she wiped my tears away, "Sorry kung naging baliw ako nun."
"Babe, tapos na yun. Wag na nating pag-usapan.", she kissed me on the lips.
We were eating at one of the restos in Eastwood after we watched the movie at nakakahiya kase dun ako nag-emote pa talaga.
I hugged her.I looked at her while eating her leche flan. "Hindi na kita bibitawan ulit.", and I wrapped my hands around her waist.
She fed me with a spoonful of her dessert. "Emotero.", and she smiled.
Darn. I super love this girl.
I drove her home. "Pasok ka muna, Kief.", she said. I looked at my wrist watch and it was just 7:15 so I accepted her invitation.
After informing her parents that we were already home, we went to their backyard where their bahay kubo was located. We just sat down silently and hugged each other. I wished I could stop the time and stay like that forever, kaso walang forever so wag na lang. Hahaha.
I suddenly stood up and pulled her to her feet. I put her arms around my neck and my arms around her waist. "Anong drama to?", she asked with her famous mischievous smile.
I just winked at her. I started swaying and she laughed. "Sasayaw talaga?", I nodded my head. "Anong nakain mo at kanina emotero ka tapos ngayon romantic naman?"
"Fake rice.", and she laughed even more. I love hearing that laugh, its the exact laugh that I want to hear for the rest of my life. I have been dreaming about her laughter.
We danced silently, our heartbeats' the music. I could stay that way forever. Ay, wala nga palang forever. "Wala talagang forever.", I suddenly exclaimed. She loosened her hug and looked at me asking how could I say so. "Kase kung meron, baka forever nalang akong maghahabol at maghihintay sayo."
"Wala naman talagang forever, to infinity and beyond lang.", she winked and my knees weakened, by that simple gesture she did, para akong nauulol.
"Pakasal na tayo, Babe.", and I laughed at her reaction. Her eyes widened. "Oh bakit? Ayaw mo ba kong makasama?"
"Hindi sa ayaw, masyadong maaga naman ata Kief."
"Gusto ko kasi ikaw ang unang makita ko pag gising at ikaw din ang pinakahuling makita ko sa gabi. Gusto kasama ka buong araw, namimiss kasi kita pag hindi kita nkikita. Di ako mapakali pag hindi ka nagtetext or pag di kita nakakausap. Nababaliw ako kakaisip kase baka may lumalapit sayo pag wala ako. Gusto ko sa akin lang yung mga ngiti mo, ako lang din dapat ang yayakap sayo.", okay, that speech was kinda long huh.
"Hindi ka naman masyado inlove sa akin noh?"
I chuckled. "Hindi naman masyado, sapat lang.", and we laughed. "Saka gustong-gusto kong marinig na tinatawag ka ng Mrs. Ravena.", she blushed. Kinikilig ako sa sinasabi ko, malamang kinikilig din siya sa mga naririnig niya. "And Id love to hear little Kiefer and Little Mika calling me "Daddy" and calling you "Mommy."
"Ah wala to, pinagnanasaan lang ako nito.", she exclaimed.
"How did yah know that?", I asked laughing and pinched her nose.
"Halata sayo, Mr. Ravena. Wants to be called Mrs. Ravena and love to hear our babies calling us Mommy and Daddy ka pa ha.", napakabully talaga nitong mahal ko, "If I know, yung process ng pag gawa ng baby ang habol mo kaya mo ako gustong pakasalan.", I laughed at her answer. It didnt sound offending to me. Ewan ko ba.
"Mas okay na yun kesa sa pagnasaan ko ang iba no!", I said and saw her frowned.
"Hoy Ravena, itry mo lang talaga at ako ang papatay at kakapon sayo. Tandaan mo yan!", and I laughed my heart out.
"Pag kinapon mo ko, paano tayo liligaya niyan?", I asked and she covered her ears.
"OMG, Ravenskie, my beautiful innocent mind."
"That mind isnt so innocent anymore, Babe!", she frowned again. Hay, how I love this lady.
"Pinollute mo kase. Saka innocent pa din ako, yakap at halik nga lang pinakadaring na nagawa ko so far.",as Mika defended herself. I wanted to laugh but I tried my hardest not to, nambubully pa ko at I could see my victory already.
"Gusto mo dagdagan natin?", I tried to make my voice husky and nearly laughed as I move my hands from her waist upward and I felt her stiffened.
"Taas mo pa, Kief kundi makakatikim ka talaga sa akin!!", she was ready to hit ne and I continued moving my hands. "KIEFEER!"
"Hmmmm?? Sabi mo makakatikim ako, gusto ko din tumikim.", I said, still with my husky voice.
"Ibaba mo yang kamay mo, susuntukin talaga kita!", namumula na siya. I stopped moving my hand and I wasnt able to control my laugh anymore. I laughed boisterously.
"I shouldve taken a video of you. Kung nakita mo lang talaga ang itchura mo, Ye.", I was still laughing at sumasakit na yung tyan ko. But I saw her walked out. Naku, patay.
I ran after her and hugged her at the back. "Sorry na...", and she didnt move, "...it wasnt my intention to tease you. I diverted my attention, baka di ko mapagilan ang sarili ko at baka anong magawa ko sayo na hindi mo magustuhan."
She was still silent, I kissed her shoulder. "Sorry.", she held my arms which was still wrapped around her. "Pero yung sinabi kong gusto ko ikaw ang pakakasalan ko, hindi yun biro ha."
I turned her around for her to face me. I down to my knees and held her hands. "Miks, this may not be the right time or place, I may have not prepared any surprise proposal, I also dont have a ring as of now but I still want to ask this...",
And a tear fell down her face and I wanted to wipe it with kisses but I wasnt done yet. "Mika Aereen Reyes, will you be Mrs. Kiefer Isaac Ravena?", and her tears doubled its number.
I saw her nodded multiple times and pulled me for a kiss. "Yes, I will be more than happy to be Mrs. Kiefer Isaac Ravena pero hindi pa ngayon ha?"
"Eh kailan?"
"After we graduate."
Fair enough for me. I gathered her with my arms and hugged her tightly. "Babe..."
"Hmmm?!", still in my arms.
"Shift tayo ng course!"
"What? Two years na lang eh, magsishift pa tayo. Anong course naman?"
"Six months secretarial course!", and I heard her laughed out loud.
