It has been happy long months since Kiefer and I got back together. So far, masaya naman. Parang bumalik kami sa umpisa.
If you're wondering what happened to Jospeh, well, ayun, I explained to him what happened and he understood. He said he was happy for us at kung bumitiw man ulit si Kiefer, which I hope na hindi mangyari, ay andun pa rin daw siya to catch me.
It was our fifth month, yes, fifth, we decided to go back to square one and forget about everything that happened in the past. We started anew.
I brought a small cake with a dedication that syas "Happy Fifth, Babe!" and went to their dug out, they just won over a thrilling game against UE Warriors which happened to be their third game os Season 78. I thought of surprising him, lage na lang kasing siya ang nagsusurprise sa akin, I thought it was a very good time to return the favor.
I waited him outside the dressing room while holding the cake I bought. When I saw him, I stood up to congratulate him in his game and to greet him a happy monthsary but I suddenly stopped when I saw him frown. "May problema?", I asked sweetly.
He glared at me and I was taken aback. I wsnt expecting that killer look from him. Did I do something terribly wrong? "Bakit ka pumunta dito? Didnt I tell you to wait for me at the parking?", he said angrily.
"I wanted to surprise you kase. Its out monthsary, Kief!", I answered.
"May dala ka pa talagang cake, ano ba yan?!", and he pulled me to the side.
"Aray, Kief. Masakit!", he was tightly gripping my arms. "Kief!", and he let me go but pushed me.
"Sa susunod nga Mika, wag kang pumunta-punta dito sa dug out tas magdadala ka pa ng cake! Nakakainis eh!", I was wondering why he was acting like a total lunatic. Before, he always wants me to wait for him outside the dug out area pero nag-iba bigla. He left me standing their still holding the cake and wondering what just happened. Please God, noyt again. I silently prayed.
I shrugged it off and went back to my car still holding the cake on my hands. I couldnt think of any reason why he was mad at me. They won over their opponents, so he shuld be in a very good mood. Hindi naman kami nag-away at kahit mag-away man kami his reactions were unusual. And I didnt cheat on him, I dont deserve that kin od fuckin treatment.
I called Ara to inform her na dun ako sa dorm nila matutulg for that night. I was really confused and I needed someone to talk to regarding that matter and I was definite ne to talk this with Mama or else mawawarla lang siya. I called home too to inform them I wont be sleeping there, para di sila mag-alala.
I didnt cry the whole time I was driving to Taft. I was just thinking about possible reasons why he acted the way he did earlier. No texts nor calls from him after he walked out on me. Parang may mali.
When I arrived, Ara, Kimmy and Ate Aby were already there. I bet tinawagan siya nina Ara kanina that's why she's here. I didnt tell Ara about what happened pero alam kong alam na niya na may problema ako.
I kissed their cheeks and greeted them. "Kumain ka na?", Ate Aby asked. I shookeed my head. "Pasok na tayo para makakain ka, We cooked your favorite sinigang na hipon. Go wash your hands!", I went to the kitchen to wash my hands and to get utensils from the cabinet. "Kumain ka na, We will wait for you at the living room."
After eating my dinner, I went straight to the living room as per Ate Aby's instruction. "anyare?", Ate Aby asked. I bowed my head. Sumakit bigla ulo ko, I know this is because of overthinking.
And I told them the whole story. Kung bakit ako nag-iinarte. "Did you ask why he was like that?", Kimmy.
"Oo. I texted him several times and called him too but no reply, he's not picking up the call either."
"Nag-away ba kayo prior to this week, Ye?", and I shook my head.
"I wont held my judgement until I hear Kiefer's side of story. Pero kung yung point of view mo lang, Ye, I can definitely say that what he did was really wrong.", said Ara.
"Nag-umpisa yun nung after ng event na hineld nila for Jollibee Las Pinas. After nun, nag-iba na siya.", I explained and the three of them looked at each other. I know them too well na kahit na ganung tinginan lang ay alam ko ng may tinatago sila. "Spill it, Girls!"
Ara picked up her phone and navigate it and handed it to me. I thought I turned pale and blushed at the same time. I saw a picture of Kiefer and Aly together and it looks like they were holding hands under the table. And Ara scrolled the phone again and a screen shot of UAAP Confession shown. I read the text at para akong nabaliw sa nabasa ko, did he confess something about his feelings for Aly thru UAAP Confessions?
"Ye, nakita namin yang confession kagabi and it was tagged to him. Maraming possibilities ye, but give him the benefit of the doubt, baka naman hindi talaga siya yun. Pero if ever siya nga, please, kami na ang nakikiusap sayo, let him go, even if it hurts like hell. Please don't die again because of him, Ye.", Ate Aby said and I broke down.
Here we go again.
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I didnt regret what I did to Mika at the dug out. Nakakainis kasi, bakit niya pa kailangan sumugod-sugod dun with the freakin corny dedication cake? Paano kung nakita siya ni Aly dun, eh di badshot na agad ako.
Grabe, I started to like her when we held an event at Las Pinas. Yes, our relationship before was platonic. Ni wala sa isip ko o ni hindi man lang sumagi sa isip ko na magkakagusto ako sa kanya, pero I did. She was sweet and adorable but I dont want to let go of Mika yet, para pag hindi na nagwork yung kay Aly, may fallback ako. Oh diba, a win-win situation for me.
We arrived at Davao, a group of girls waited for me at the airport, I know it was me they were waiting for kase hindi nila pinansin si Aly, mas pinansin pa nila si Mama. Buti na lang talaga hindi kami sweet-sweetan sa airport kundi baka magtrend na naman ako because of bashing. Bahala sila.
May inabot silang pampasalubong daw kay Mika, kainis eh ambigat kase pomelo pa talaga naisipan nilang ipadala. But I needed to smile so I said "Yes" nalang kahit napipilitan. Badtrip, kami pa pagbibitbitin nun.
Basta ako, Ill stick with my plan, if Aly and I will be okay, then Ill push Mika to her limit para siya na mismo ang bumitaw sa akin, and with that, hindi madadrag yung name ko, or if it wont work, suyo ulit kay Mika, madali lang yun, nagawa ko nga dati eh, ngayon pa kaya? Eh inlove naman siya masyado sa akin, isang halik lang, presto! Okay na ulit siya!
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this chapter is for you, Ruby and Eillen of Miefs Davao. :)
