Knock Knock, Bitch

You Pr-Promised

Magnolia-

"You have not left me in three and a half months, Roman, I'm sure you fucking understand why I have a problem! The boys are only three months!" I yelled to Roman as I was folding clothes. It's been three and a half months since I've had my children, they have been angels. Roman has stayed with me everyday, he's been amazing! I never have to get up at night or cook, he tells me to rest and when I feel overstimulated he takes the twins and leave for an hour to the guest room across the hall. That has done wonders with my postpartum.

Now, he is planning to leave me and our twins to handle mafia business. I can't just accept that, I can't do this on my own, he keeps saying that our mothers will help but he knows how I feel. I rarely let people around them, I let them hold them but that's about it. Nick and Marco are probably the only ones I allow around them a lot.

It's the fact that he'll be gone for a month, an entire fucking month. He'll come back for some time then leave again, he just keeps leaving. I was planning on going back to America because he has to keep going there, but he declined my request. That conversation ended in me crying and getting frustrated as well.

"Amore, do not yell at me please. I can understand what you mean without you raising your voice at me." Rome said, calmly as he had just put Max to sleep. I ran my hands through my hair and yanked it in frustration.

"I-I'm sorry I know we just got them to bed." I mumbled and he came to me. He threw his shirt in the corner because Max had spat up on it, Rome grabbed my hips. I looked up at him.
"I-I d-don't want you t-to go!" I cried and he picked me up, I wrapped my legs around him and buried my face in his neck.

I missed being babied like this, the children made it hard to hug him, but now I can. My body is back normal, more snatched than before. I do weigh more from all the food I use to eat, but Rome loves that extra fat. My belly had went down like a week after giving birth but it's not snatched, I still have baby fat.

Rome loves my body, he takes every chance he gets to see me naked.

"I know, amore, but I will come back to you, my love. I love you so much." He kissed my neck and I hugged him tight.
"I'll try to come back as soon possible, Nick and Marco will be here with you and they will protect you. Nick is great with the kids at night, remember when I had to step out and he watched them all night for us. He read the baby book and was with us for all the baby classes, cpr classes, and more just so he can be a good uncle." Rome said and I nodded knowing that.

Nick is always great help, he did learn so much for the twins. He knows cpr, he bought this machine incase something happens, this bracelet that detects if the babies touch water, and we also take swim lessons together. He wanted to be prepared.

We talked about letting them start swim training at six or eight months. We saw it on Tik Tok.

"B-but I want y-you." I sniffled and he sat in bed and I straddled him.

"I know, amore, but I'll be back-

"When?" I asked.

"A few weeks-

"So in three weeks?" I asked and stared at him. He hesitated.

"Sure." He mumbled and I nodded.

"O-okay, promise?" I asked and he hesitated before nodding.

Roman started crying, he cried softer than Max. I went to get up, but Rome took me off of him and hurried to Roman. I smiled and he grabbed Roman, he kissed his cheek and rocked him.

"Hi, baby." He whispered and I smiled at how gentle he was to our baby. I stood and went to them, Rome showed me my son as he was staring with his gray eyes.