Knock Knock, Bitch

Make More Time For Me

Magnolia-

"I understand that, Mag, I was upset when Marcelo had to leave too, but they had to go. People died, drugs were blown up, they threatened capo and he can't be seen as weak. He loves you and we all know that, but he's still the leader of a mafia, you need to understand that being with him comes with sacrifices." Liana explained to me as she came with Viola to my apartment the next day. I ignored their calls and text to think, I just wanted one night, it's always something with Roman, and I don't think I'm able to make the sacrifices they want me to make.

That time was ours, every time we do things like that or cuddle, we are interrupted and he has to go. It's starting to make me feel really shitty, like he's doing it to get away from me. He was happy at that fucking club and not one death or attacked happened, yet when we're together an attack mysteriously happens out of nowhere.

It's started to mess with our relationship, and I would hate to make him choose between his mafia and me. His mafia comes first, it's the first rule of the omertà.

"Then maybe I just need to break up with him-

"Don't be fucking stupid." Viola sipped wine and said. I ignored her and laid on the arm of my couch, I was in pajamas still because I was too lazy to get up. I do this every time Roman and I get into a fight.

"I'm serious, I'll break up with him if this continues." I told them and they just laughed and took me as a joke.

"Yeah, sure you will, like you'll let that fine piece of ass go." Liana said and I frowned and grabbers my phone.

"I'll prove it to you." I called Roman and put him on speaker.

"Have you finally calmed down?" Was the first thing he asked when he answered.

"No, I want you to know that if you can't be all that I need you to be, then we're done. No more mafia boss and me, get it?" I asked him and the girls rolled their eyes.

"So I'm assuming you haven't calmed down, I'll be by the apartment later. Do you want anything while I'm out?" He asked and completely ignored me.

I frowned while the girls tried to hold in their laughter.

"I'm serious, babe." I said, calmly and rubbed my forehead.

"Mhmm, I know. So do you want any-

"I'm done, if you're going to fucking take me as a joke then I'm breaking up with you!" I yelled and the girls eyes widened.

"I'm not taking you as a jok-

"Yes, you are! St-stop f-fucking ignoring me, you're on-only p-pissing me of worse!" I started crying and stood up with my phone to go to my room. They tried to get me to end it but I shut my door and locked it, I took the phone off speaker.

"I just know you're trying to make yourself feel better by threatening me. I'm not trying to piss you off, I just know what you're saying is crap. I made you mad and I apologize, but you're not breaking up with me. You need to calm down." He told me, calmly.

"Y-you're making it s-seem like I'm being dramatic-

"You are! I'm a mafia boss I can't just abandon my duty to cuddle with you, I thought you fucking understood that!!" I cried at him yelling at me and I wiped my tears.
"I didn't mean to yell like that, I'm sorry, amore, I'm just getting frustrated. I understand that you're frustrated too, but I need you to understand me." He said and I sniffled.

"I-I don't th-th-think I can do it." I mumbled and he cussed.

"You can-

"I-I can't. What if w-we have sex and y-you get called to go away? W-will you just go? What if something happens and I need you with me, will you abandon me for y-your work?" I asked and cried.