Maggots are eating at my brain

Volleyball

This is our last year with recess and it just sucks. One kid just likes to spike it so ofc he's been shunned but not in the best way. I don't think you realize just how petty he wants to be. He's going to stand there as you all sit down. He's not gonna move he wants to take the fun out of it for us. So sense your gonna sit down and pause the whole game and everyone else can't play he gets a sense of victory because your just gonna sit there. "It's teaching him a lesson." Um sorry but it's really not. It's just basically boosting his ego, making him feel accomplished. He doesn't mind ruining his whole recess to make ours miserable. Just move. That's what we do with everyone else. Also he feels he has a right to be petty because the time he walked by us a kid spiked it and we didn't yell at him. I didn't feel it was unfair in the sense that the one dudes one spike is different compared to the 30 spikes bus usually does but he wants to be petty especially because he feels your being a hypocrite. I feel the best way is to talk to him. Yes he's been told multiple times but I want to actually play the game while I can and I can't to that when the balls being with held because of one person.

Plus today was even worse because he wasn't even given a chance he was just told to fuck off. I would just try to negotiate with him. Like "if you spike it on purpose you're out." I mean we've done it before, we've made rules. If he doesn't listen to that then kick him out. I want to play and I bet others do too. There is a better way to handle it rather than just saying "fuck off"

I got slightly annoyed at everyone because it definitely could have been handled a better way. Yes you're probably tired of dealing with him but it's gonna make it worse. I just wanna play while we can. But since I'm probably the closest to him I'm gonna talk to him at gym I also may be able to convince him to either find something else to do or stop spiking it ridiculously.

I was talking to Danica about it because bus told her some parts of the story but not all of it and when I talked to her she understood why the ball was being with held but she doesn't think it's fair to everyone else and neither do I. I over heard 5 different people call our friend group hypocritical because of the whole situation ofc those people didn't know the whole story but they heard enough to have an opinion on it.