Maggots are eating at my brain

After math

After I screamed at Brandon shae and ari went downstairs and we're gone for an hour. I was stuck with madi who was making us all uncomfortable at the time, while I had having a panic attack. Shae and ari eventually came back up and where trying to get me to go down there with them, I went down there and Brandon told me he's not mad at me but he's not gonna have some 13 year old girl tell him what to do, he hugged me. I think that was one of the most uncomfortable hugs I've ever gotten. He said I have a big heart and care for people. After he said all that I felt like throwing up. I stayed down there for like 10 more minutes and went back upstairs cause I felt sick and tired.

15 minutes later shae, ari and Madi came running up the stairs, apparently shae gave Frankie a bloody nose because he brought up he biggest insecurity. Brandon followed them up and told shae to get her ass downstairs or else he'd drang her down.

Everything calmed down after 30 minutes we all ended going to be around 5 in the morning because the first fight happened at like 2 they where downstairs for like and hour and 30 minutes, plus we messed around until 5 and then went to bed.

This morning Madi went home first than Brandon took shae home then my mom took ari home.

I cleaned my room, I'm gonna work out and continue practicing volleyball.