Maggots are eating at my brain

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I can't sleep. My thoughts are running like 70 miles per hour. I had Music playing but it was pissing me off, I had my fan of but it also pissed me off. I need complete silence and no light. But the street like glare in and with all my cats there's never silence. I took all my bracelets off they were pissing me off. There's no much noise, to much light, and to many things touching me. Buts there's not a lot of noise besides the sounds of my cats moving, there's on a little light glaring in, and the only things touching me our my blanket, pillow, bed and my clothes.

It's to much I got to the point where I was pushing on my ears so hard that they hurt. I have I headache now. I also have a bad feeling.

I'm probably just paranoid and over thinking. I mean after I wrote that whole rant I can't stop thinking. I just wanna sleep. But my body's not letting me.

I've been constantly checking my notifications every minute for some reason. I guess I'm hoping someone wants to talk or maybe someone wants to call.

I turned my tv back on and plugged my fan back on. I now keep seeing and hearing things and I don't feel like having a panic attack right now. Maybe I'll be able to sleep but I don't know.