Maggots are eating at my brain

Life

I feel like I find every reason in the book to be upset or frustrated. Like my birthday was so fun but it was minor things that people where doing that was frustrating me. Like everyone running off. That wasn't something that I stayed frustrated about it was just in the moment I got annoyed.

Also when Leah and jos where in the tree, what was said? I remember Leah said something and jos said something about being petty. And when I asked I remember I got a reply but I didn't understand and just said that I didn't care enough to find out. Then Leah got quiet for the rest of the night. She might have gotten tired but I couldn't tell.

I found out I have another sibling. So it goes Johnathan, Me, Jazi, Sage, The other sibling, and Dezi. My mom had a sea section with my brother so she had to take a while to recover, plus she got pregnant with Sage 3 months after she had Jazi. So basically she got an abortion because if she had that other child she could have died. That was also around the time my dad started doing drugs and cheating on my mom.