Maggots are eating at my brain

Mourning doves still sing, you can too.

I have been getting better, at least thats what it feels like. I haven't felt fully said sad today. I haven't felt compelled to shut down. But I also have realized that sometimes I let how people affect me too much or not enough.

Like when I'm insalted I brush it off like sand. Even when it did hurt I don't say anything. I'm trying to be better so why give myself a reason to me sad.