One Of The Girls | KTH•KJN

6

"Oh damn girl, your crush looks one sided..." Pierre spoke in a low tone, looking up from her phone.

Jennie was busy watching Tae run off to the gym room in top speed. He stopped for a second to catch a glimpse of her before dashing back in. "Did he just look at me?" She turned back to her friends with a suppressed smile.

"Forget it. She's not even listening to you." Naya said still scrolling through her own phone. "But it's only gonna break her heart, sooner or later,"

"He just-" "Listen to me, look here" Pierre held Jennie's shoulder and made her look at her.

"Listen here, Kim. This is serious,"
"What?"
"Have you checked the uni group chat?"
"no, it's been forever. There's nothing interesting or useful in there."

"please check it for me then," Pierre insisted, forcing Jennie to finally open the group chat.

Jamie: Taehyung is free. Gym room in 5 mins.

PrinciChrissy: Coming in 5 ;)

Tiaaa: missed it ;(

"What is this?" Jennie looked up with a confused but tensed face.

"We already told you Kim, he's just fuckin' girls right and left. All the time. This is another one," Naya finally looked up at the other girls.

"What if he's just chatting with her?"

"Why would he call someone randomly to have a talk?"

"Maybe it's something else?"

"wake up Jennie, he's a womanizer, he doesn't deserve your attention or love. Stop defending him,"

A blonde girl, sashayed through the little groups of students in the hallway, then into the gym room. Jennie's face fell immediately. It felt as if something inside her hit the ground to dust.

But he looked at me with those eyes a minute ago...
We sat together and talked...
We smiled at each other that time...
He helped me that day...

"So it's nothing?" She whispered to herself.
"It's not even the bare minimum Jennie. Just forget it. He's not worth all this fretting you're taking in for him," Pierre tried to convince her friend.

"I don't believe it... I just know," She couldn't accept it. It had only started to spark up for her, it couldn't end so suddenly.

"I'm going into the gym room to see, i know it's not what you all think, i know, i know," she tried to calm herself down. She slipped her phone into her pocket and turned to leave.

Pierre seized her hand to stop her from getting hurt further. But it was of no use, she was not stopping today.

"Let me go..." Her voice had started to shake already. She freed her wrist from the grip and walked on. Still Pierre walked behind her, just in case something unexpected happened.

(Jennie's pov)

As i got nearer to the closed door, my heart raced faster every second. I was wishing hard it was not what i thought it was. I was afraid I'd lose someone i didn't even own.

The sounds around me disappeared and my own heartbeat took over. I wished for the door I was walking to never came. I knew what it would be and i wasn't ready to take it.

I was nothing to him, yet i hope he remembered me for once.

I could only wish...

I finally stood in front of the door I despised, only for one reason. He might be doing a girl that's not me.

"Ah Fuck, yeah, that's good, yeahh..."
"Taehyung! Ah... Oh yes, just there... Ooh..."

It was happening, the thing i feared.

He was indeed fucking someone else.

~

"Taehyung, my name's Chrissy, why were you saying some other girl's name?" The blonde girl questioned him as she slipped back on her clothes.

"Stop asking questions and leave me alone. You're done right? Get out of my face now, " Taehyung wiped the corner of his lip and straightened his clothes.

Taehyung had just finished one of his "sessions" and Chrissy bothered him too much.

Chrissy was one of the few girls that were always in Taehyung's pants. They had a gang of themselves that scared away girls who tried to label Taehyung as 'their toy'. The whole university knew the gang and Taehyung's contract, "No paying for sessions for this year of Uni" and this was only because they were the regulars of Taehyung.

They paid only when the fuck session was initiated by them. But when Taehyung asked favours, they did not pay, unlike the others who did.

Today, for Taehyung, it was different. He had been so used to his job of doing girls all week, he had stopped feeling almost any emotions in his sessions. It wasn't the same today.

I might have just fucked someone, but all I did was imagine it was her.

Do I want it to be her? Yes, kinda
But.... Just that. Nothing more.

~

Jennie sat on the couch beside her window which overlooked a beautiful view of the night sky.

She stayed still and stared at the sky. The memories flooded in, one after the other, how Taehyung looked at her like he was in love. But in reality, her eyes seemed to have deceived her.

She had just learned about the regular girls of his and all their related stories. She couldn't help but wonder,

"how can someone materialize sex like that? Isn't it supposed to be special? Isn't it supposed to be for one person of your life? How could he give it away to every girl he catches an eye upon?"

She grabbed her phone and opened the group chat. She tapped on PrinciChrissy 's profile picture. She stared at it for a few seconds before closing her eyes.

You're probably with that blonde girl who made me doubt...
She's so much older than me, she's everything I'm insecure about....

Am i not attractive? Will he like me if I'm blonde? Will he like me if i put on make up like her? What if i wear something better? What if I send the text next time? Will I finally get him?

I really wished we could be something, Tae.
I really wish I could be something to you...

As each moment passed by, she realised, she realised she had already started to like more than just his hand.

She had indeed developed a crush on him. But then, she didn't want to admit it. How embarrassing it would be to have a crush on a guy who you said you wouldn't ever like?

Embarassing enough to tell your friends.

So she needed them to confirm she did NOT have a crush on him. But her friends already know it, she really really really has big big big crush on him.

All she could do is wait for tomorrow to happen, go meet her friends, explain everything and tell them her thoughts and wait for them to say "oh, it's okay, it's not a crush,"

With that, she got off the couch and went back to her bed, dozing off to dreamland.

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The plot is finally starting guys 😭🙏
Let's hope i can open it down well like I see it in my head. I absolutely love the next few parts, it really brings out the inner traits of the characters so please vote and support me if you can ❤️