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Song: My love mine all mine
X happiness is a butterfly
Artist's Name: Mitski & Lana Del Rey

Song: My love mine all mine X happiness is a butterflyArtist's Name: Mitski & Lana Del Rey

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Elara
"Dismissed!"
I sigh, getting up. I grab my phone and exit the classroom, heading towards my locker.

I open my locker, and put my things inside. I lock my locker, and head towards the cafeteria.

Once I step inside I immediately look for the girls. Once I spot them, They wave me over.

I smile a them brightly, before speed walking to them, but I suddenly get knocked over by a string frame.

I land on the floor. I get up, massaging my temples. Just then, I meet eyes with the darkest ones.

He rolls his eyes at me, "Look at where you're fucking going." He then bumps his shoulder onto mine on purpose, before walking away.

Really? Why was he so cold..?

I walk towards them, as my smile faded away. "Hey— Why the long face?" Natalia asks me.

I shake my head smiling softly. I sit down next to them, quiet and dumfounded.

I don't know why... But why did I feel sad that he was suddenly so mean to me too? Even though I'm a bitch to him all the time..

Was I really that mean the other night?

Why did I miss him teasing me and catcalling me everyday, everytime. It felt as if my life was boring but became all the more exiting when he suddenly stepped into the picture.

Right now... It felt as if my life has turned into black and white again. Did I possibly.. miss the barbarian?!

No. I couldn't. He's an asshole.

He's just a fucking immature asshole who can't stand up for himself. He's probably fucking crying right now.

He's just an immature asshole who's mean and ignorant and.. has a heart as cold as ice.

I roll my eyes, finally ending the discussion of him in my mind. "Elle..?" Scarlett suddenly speaks up.

"O-Oh.. y-yeah..?" I stutter, still dumbfounded. "You okay? You've been really quiet.."

"Oh.. yeah, I was just uh.. thinking, about- something.. yeah.." She sighs shaking her head.

"I know when something is wrong. Tell. Us." I groan, telling them the story.

"I thought you hated him?"

"I did."

"Then why do you miss him?"

"I don't miss him. He's just an immature asshole who's mean and ignorant."

"I don't think so.."

"You like him."
They all say in sync. "Stop." I say groaning, as I bury my head in my arms.

Did I really though..?

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