The Nightmare|| Tom Kaulitz

Visions Before Happening

We Arrived At The Hospital In Time and I Could Hear Tom Yelling "Help My Fucking Pregnant Girlfriend!" Bill Was Trying To Calm Him Down But That Only Angered Him More.

A Few Nurses Grabbed Me and Brought Me To The Surgery Room Because I Needed a Surgery Or Else My Babies Would Die, But I Blacked out Before The Surgery and I Woke Up In a Bed As I Looked Around.

The Room Was Black Expect For The Bed and I saw a White Door As I Got, There Was Cold Water On The Ground and My Feet Got Wet As I Walked Towards The White Door. I Opened The Door and Inside The Door Was a Beautiful Meadow With Beautiful Flowers.

I Walked Through The Door and The Door Disappeared Behind Me As I Looked Around, I Saw Two Children Running Towards Me and I Looked At Them As One Of Them Yelled "Mommy! Your Here!"

The Other One Yelled "Mama!" They Looked Exactly Like Tom As They Hugged My Legs Before I Crouched down to Look At Them, Their Eyes Looked Exactly Like Mine Hazel Eyes and Their Hair Was Blonde Just Like Tom When He was Younger.

I Said Softly "My Boys.." And I Slowly Hugged Them Tightly As They Hugged Me back.

I Closed My Eyes and I Opened Them As I Noticed They Were Gone, I Was Now In A Hospital But Not The Hospital I was In As I Looked Around.

I Turned Around and I Heard Tom Yelling As I Ran Towards The Yelling, I Reached The Yelling and I Saw Tom Yelling At The Doctors While Holding My Body But He Had His Gun Pointing At The Doctors. Bill Was Also Doing The Same and I Saw Tears Rolling Down Tom's Face Including Bill's Face.

I Noticed I was Bleeding In My Stomach and I Walked Towards Myself As I was So Scared And Confused On What All Of This Was, Was This The Future? Was The Present?

That's When Many Shots Were Fired From Tom and Bill As My Eyes Widen, I Saw Many Dead Bodies On The Floor and It's Like They Had a Killing Spree When One Of The Doctor's Said To Them While Holding My Dead Body "She.. Didn't Make It"

I Backed Away and I wanted to Scream As Everything Disappeared, I Was Now In a Room and I Saw Tom Holding a Gun Up To His Head As He Screamed "Maria!". He Shot Himself and My Eyes Widen In Horror As I Screamed In Horror At His Dead Body.

I Ran Towards Him and I Kneeled Down Besides Him As I Cried, I Yelled "TOM! NO!" and I Grabbed His Face As I Yelled In Agony While I Held His Body Close To Me.

Why Was This Happening? Is Any Of This Real? Is This What's Gonna Happen In The Future?

(Angst Sorry Y'all, I Had No Ideas But Angst Thoughts 😭)