The Nightmare|| Tom Kaulitz

Days Before Death

I Was Getting Pale As The Days Passed and I Had Became So Weak That I Could Barely Move, Tom Stopped Having Sex With Me and Instead Had Sex With Other Girls Behind My Back Without Even Telling Me.

Today I was Sitting Near The Window of My Hospital Room and I Had Tommy In My Lap While Billy Laid Asleep in His Carrier Besides Me As I Stared At The Beautiful Sunny Sky, I Grabbed My Phone and I Texted Tom "Tom, Where Are You?"

I Noticed He Saw My Text and Didn't Say Anything As I Gripped My Phone Tightly, I Threw My Phone At The Bed and I Started Sobbing Softly While Tommy Cooed At Me.

I Kissed His Forehead and I Wrapped His Blanket Around Him As I Started Breastfeeding Him, I Heard The Door Open and I Noticed It Was Tom.

I Also Noticed He Was Sweating and I Also Noticed His Shirt Was Half Unbutton As I Also Noticed His Pants Were Unbuckled, I Looked At Him and I Said "Tom.. What Are You Doing? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!"

He Just Started at Me and Walked Towards Me As He Crouched Down Besides Me, He Gripped My Hair Tightly and I Winced In Pain While He Said "Don't You Fucking Yell At Me Mária.. I Just Needed a Relief, So I Went To Fuck a Nurse"

I Clenched My Fists Tightly At His Words and He Lets Me Go As I Put Tommy Back in His Carrier, I Slowly Stood Up and I Pushed Him Away Roughly As I Said "Your Fucking Other Girls Behind My Back!? You Lying Fucker..! You Promised Me!"

I Noticed The Anger In His Face and He Pinned Me Against The Window As He Towered Over Me, He Gripped My Face Tightly and Said "Shut The Fuck Up.. I Never Cared About That Promise, Say That Shit Again and I Swear"

I Felt His Hot Breath Against My Lips and Tears Welled Up In My Eyes As I Looked Away From Him, I Felt Disgusted and Heartbroken That The Man I Loved Betrayed My Trust In Him.

He Forced Me To Look At Him and I Stared Into His Eyes Seeing Nothing But Emotionless Eyes As He Leaned Closer, His Other Hand Wrapped Around My Waist and I Said "What if I Fucked Other Guys..? Hm? Would You Like That?"

He Slapped Me Hard Across My Face and Gripped The Back Of My Neck As A Tear Rolled Down My Cheek, He Glared Daggers at Me and Said "Your My Girl.. My Woman, My Wife, The Mother of My Children, Your Only Mine Mária"

He Started Kissing My Neck Roughly and I Felt Disgusted As I Whimpered In Disgust, His Other Hand Moved Above My Head and He Started Kissing Me Roughly As I Tried To Resist Him.

My Body Took Over and Kissed Him Back As He Lifted Me Up Gently As I Gripped Onto Him Tightly, I Bits My Neck and I Gasped In Pain As He Said "Just My Woman.. Only I Can Touch You, No one Else"

Why Was He he Being So Possessive and Obsessive Towards Me? He Never Acted Like This Towards Me, Is This Different? Why Does It Disgust Me?

(I'M SO SORRY MY POOKIES! I'VE JUST BEEN SO BUSY! PLEASE FORGIVE ME! 😭🙏🙏)