The Nightmare|| Tom Kaulitz

Look at Me, Hit Me, Touch Me Anything

Mária's Pov:
Ever Since That Horrible Day I Made Sure To Not Be Near Tom Again and I Made Sure He wasn't Near Our Children, Today Tom Was In The Living Room With The Twins.

I walked Downstairs and Bill Was Holding Me As I Didn't Want To See Tom, We Walked Towards The Living Room and I Saw Tom As I Stopped Walking.

I Said Softly To Bill "No.. I Don't Wanna See Him"

Bill Sighed Heavily and Said "Mária.. Please Just This One Time"

I Shook My Head and I Backed Away As He Gripped Me Tighter, I Struggled Against His Grip and He Pulled Me Towards Tom As I Shut My Eyes Tightly So I Wouldn't Look At Him.

Tom Grabbed Me and Sat Me On His Lap As He Looked At Me While Saying "Look At Me Bunny.."

I Stayed Silent and I Opened My Eyes Slowly As I Looked Away From Him, He Gripped The Back Of My Head and Made Me Face Him As I Looked at Him.

A Tear Rolled Down My Cheek and I Stared Into His Eyes As I Couldn't Move My Body Away From Him, It's Like I was Too Scared To Move and My Mind Repeated Those Horrible Images Of Him Hitting Me. He Saw The Tear and Wiped It Away As He Placed a Gentle Kiss On My Neck.

I Didn't Respond To Him and He Said "Mária.. Hit Me"

I Just Started Into His Eyes and I Shook My Head Slightly As He Grabs My Hand, Moving My Hand Slowly Towards His Crotch And He Whispered Into My Ear "Touch Me Bunny.."

I Couldn't Move My Hand Away Cause His Grip Was Too Tight and He Said Something To Bill I'm German, That I Couldn't Understand.

I Watched As Bill Walked Away With The Sleeping Twins In His Arms and I Looked Back At Tom, He Whispered Softly To Me "Do Anything To Me Mária.. Tell Me"

I Bit My Lower Lip and I Felt His Hands Move Up My Thighs As I Arched My Back In Response, He Started Kissing My Neck and He Growled Low In His Throat.

Why Was He Doing This? Was This His Apology For Hitting Me? Well Whatever It Was, I Fucking Loved It. Even If I Hate Him, I Still Fucking Love Him.