When German Girl, Lena Müller, and British Boy, Lando Norris fall in love and discover that life isn't always how you plan it to be. Sometimes things are harder. And sometimes things are completely unexpected.
TW List at the start of book!!!!
~ Tri...
I nearly relapsed. The urge was getting insane for me to cut myself. For me to punish myself for being stupid enough to get kidnapped for 2 months. I ended up having that big of an anxiety attack to the point where I passed out. I was unconscious for ages. I came back to reality when I felt Daxie licking my face. Then I heard Lando's voice but it was extremely muffled. I could still hear the panic in his voice. "Lena, sweetheart, open your eyes" he said as he gently stroked my cheek, his heart racing from the fear he had just experienced because of me. "Can you hear me?" he asked. I didn't open my eyes but I could hear him but then my ears started ringing like crazy.
"ow... my ears... they keep ringing..." I said while grumbling. It hurt so much because of how much ringing there was.
"Shh, sweetheart, it's alright. The noise will go away soon. Just focus on opening your eyes" Lando continued to stroke my cheek. "Daxie here helped wake you up" he added. I tried to open my eyes but it hurt way too much due to the light. He turned the light off and closed the curtains so no light could come in. I slowly started to wake up but I immediately started feeling sick.
"I feel like I'm gonna throw up... and I'm really hot" I said. Lando found me a bucket incase I threw up and then helped me take off some layers. I had nothing under my hoodie so Lando was met with my bare chest. I could tell he was getting horny but he knew it wasn't the right time for anything like that. He got a cold cloth to put on my head and put a small fan on the nightstand. I was literally sweating. In March. Lando eventually got me to cool down and he cuddled me all night. I must have pulled off the rest of my clothes in the night and Lando must have gotten hot too because he both woke up in eachothers arms completely naked and I knew for a fact that we didn't fuck that night. I didn't want to leave the house. I never wanted to leave the house again.
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