When German Girl, Lena Müller, and British Boy, Lando Norris fall in love and discover that life isn't always how you plan it to be. Sometimes things are harder. And sometimes things are completely unexpected.
TW List at the start of book!!!!
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We went back to his driver room after that. Neither of us really wanted to party. I didn't see the point in going to a party if I couldn't get drunk and Lando just wanted to cuddle with me. We both just wanted to go home. I did have a small surprise for Lando though. I had bought a heartbeat monitor so we could hear baby's heartbeat. I gave Lando the box and his face instantly lit up as he saw it. He pulled it out the box and instantly started pressing it against my tiny bump. We didn't think we would hear the heartbeat that early but then we found it.
"There it is! Do you hear that? That's our baby's heartbeat!!" He said. My eyes instantly filled with tears as I heard the heartbeat. This baby was actually staying alive...
"I didn't ever think I would have a baby after all our miscarriages... we finally have our rainbow baby, Lan... our miracle baby" I said. Lando wiped the tears off my face and looked into my eyes.
"Yes, we do. And we're going to love and cherish this little miracle, no matter what" he said. He left a small kiss on my forehead and we started making our way out of the paddock. We got on the plane and flew to Berlin. We were gonna stay at the palace for a few days. We fell asleep as soon as we got to our room.
A couple months later. Specifically on Valentine's Day; we had our wedding. I was honestly terrified. It was a royal wedding which meant it was going to be broadcast to the whole of germany. It scared me so much that our own wedding would be watched by millions of people. I was literally sitting in my dress trying not to cry. I heard a knock on the door so I opened it and it was Lando but he was wearing a blindfold. He took the 'bad luck if you see the bride before the wedding' extremely seriously.
"Lan... what are you doing...?" I said.
"Surprising you, my love. Remember, no peeking before the ceremony" he said. He held me in his arms and I was shaking like crazy.
"I'm so scared... it's being broadcast to literally the whole of germany... everyone is gonna be watching our wedding... you can't see me but I'm literally about to cry my makeup off because of my anxiety. and the fact that I'm 4 months pregnant and my bump is starting to show and I look shit in this dress" I said.
"Lena... sweetheart... you're shaking like crazy..." he said.
"I forgot to take my meds this morning..." I said. Lando left the room and ran straight to the palace where my meds were and he brought them to me. I pecked his lips and he went back to his room. I waited for my meds to kick in. It was time. I walked down the aisle and I could see the tears forming in Lando's eyes when he saw me. We both knew we had to say our vows in German and Lando was actually confident enough to go first.
"Lena... Du bist mein Licht in der Dunkelheit, der Schlag meines Herzens und die Melodie meiner Seele. Egal wohin uns diese Welt führt, ich verspreche, an Ihrer Seite zu sein, bereit, sich jeder Herausforderung zu stellen und jeden Moment des Glücks mit Ihnen zu teilen. Denn du bist die Liebe meines Lebens, meine Königin, mein Ein und Alles. Und Lena, meine wunderschöne Braut... du bist die Sonne und der Mond, der Wind und die Wellen, das Feuer in meinen Adern und der Frieden in meinem Herzen. Ich gelobe, dich zu schätzen, dich zu beschützen und dafür zu sorgen, dass sich jeder Tag wie unsere Flitterwochen anfühlt. Deine Liebe wird mein Leitstern sein, dein Lachen, meine Lieblingsmelodie und deine Berührung der süßeste Sieg" he said. (Lena... You are my light in the darkness, the beat of my heart, and the melody of my soul. No matter where this world takes us, I promise to be by your side, ready to face any challenge, and share every moment of happiness with you. Because you are the love of my life, my queen, my everything. And Lena, my beautiful bride... you are the sun and the moon, the wind and the waves, the fire in my veins and the peace in my heart. I vow to cherish you, protect you, and make every day feel like our honeymoon. Your love will be my guiding star, your laughter, my favourite melody, and your touch, the sweetest victory) he said every word perfectly. He definitely practiced and I felt so grateful that he was trying so hard to learn my language.
"Lan... du hast mich gerettet, als du mich gebeten hast, dir zu gehören. Endlich hatte ich etwas, wo ich hingehen konnte. Jemanden zum Lieben. Du hast mich bei jedem kleinen Zusammenbruch unterstützt, den ich hatte, egal, ob ich mir selbst Schaden zufügte, verhungerte oder dampfte und rauchte. Du hast mich von all dem abgehalten und mich wieder auf den Weg zu einem glücklicheren Leben gebracht. Und jetzt wächst in mir unser kleines Wunder heran, nach so vielen Versuchen zuvor. Du hast mich nie aufgegeben und dafür werde ich für immer dankbar sein. Ich verspreche, dass ich bei jedem einzelnen Ihrer Rennen dabei sein werde und dass ich mich gemeinsam mit Ihnen um unser kleines Wunder kümmern werde. Du hast mir ein neues Leben geschenkt. ein Leben, von dem ich nie gedacht hätte, dass ich es jemals haben würde" I said. (Lan... you saved me when you asked me to be yours. I finally had somewhere to go. Someone to love. You've supported me through every little breakdown that I've had whether that was me harming myself, me starving myself or me vaping & smoking. you stopped me doing all of that and got me back on track to a happier life. and now we have our little miracle growing inside me after so many attempts before. You never gave up on me and that's something I will forever be thankful for. I promise I will be at every single one of your races and I promise to look after our little miracle alongside you. You've given me a new life. a life that I never thought I would have) Lando understood every word. We were finally able to kiss. We basically made out in front of everyone. I stepped aside and Lando had his moment when promised everything to my country and then he received the cutest crown ever.
We walked back down the aisle and we found a small room just to have a few minutes to relax. Before we went to that room I grabbed a small present for him. We weren't having a lot of sex. We both said that the only time we would while I was pregnant was our wedding night so I wanted to do something special and dirty as fuck. I gave him this book that was of a naked photoshoot I did. It took ages to find someone who I could trust enough with the photos but I found someone eventually. Lando's face was a picture when he saw them. I didn't like them but I knew Lando would like them.
"I don't look that good in them to be honest... I look kinda fat..." I said
"You're carrying our child, my love. You're not fat, you're pregnant. Plus, these are absolutely breathtaking" he said while looking through the pictures. I wasn't going to argue with him. I didn't have energy. Lando gave me a present too. Nike Airs that had Lando + Lena on it. They were so cute. He knew I couldn't dance in heels so he helped me put them on. He also bought me a white dress to wear after our dance. He knew I hated wearing long dresses. We had our first dance and I changed into it. We sat on a separate table from everyone else which was so nice because we had time to ourselves just to be husband and wife. It was great. It was even better when Daxie walked over to us in a little dog dress. It was so cute. Daxie jumped up on Lando's lap and in that exact moment I felt our baby kick. Lando put his hand on my bump and he felt the kick too. It was such a magical day...
I changed into a white lingerie set and I kept my veil and tiara on. I walked in and Lando's eyes looked like they were going to pop out of their sockets. I needed to get this lingerie set off quickly. It was definitely too tight and my bump was not helping. Lando pulled me onto his lap and took it off me within seconds as well as his own clothes. He was desperate for me. He laid me on the bed gently and slowly pushed inside me. We didn't want to do anything crazy because we didn't want to hurt the baby or anything. We wanted to be really careful. He kissed all over my body and slowly made love to me. We didn't need anything crazy. We just needed each other. We finished up and Lando was resting his head gently on my bump. He wanted to feel more kicks. Baby kicked a few times and Lando started speaking to them.
"Hey, little baby. I may not know you yet, but I already love you with all my heart. Can't wait to hold you in my arms, sweet pea" he said. We didn't want to wait any longer. It was going to be so long...
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