June 16th.

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Again, spell checks will not be made because I simply, cannot read🙀

"Stop talking." I pushed her back, my hands in her hair and my teeth against her neck. Then I heard the loud bang on the door. "No sex in the bathroom!" The guard yells.

I pull my hand from between her legs. Stepping back. "Ladies first."

"Are you fucking kidding me? If I walk out before you there's going to be so many people staring." She pushes me towards the door. "Your logic is fucked. You'll get stared at either way. Might as well make it quick right?"

Pushing her out into the hallway. I walk out behind her. Making my rounds before I moved outside. "Harry stop taking girls into the bathroom, it's fucking disgusting."

"Isn't all good sex disgusting?" I sigh. "Stop it." I hold my hands up. "Okay."

Turning the corner, I found Louis stood there with his arms folded as he paced. "The fuck is wrong with you?" I asked, rolling my cigarette quickly. "Nothing fuck off."

"You're in a public place baby. I can go where I want." I could practically feel the eye roll. "You're such a fucking prick." He mumbled out. "Mhm."

"What's with the suckers? Why do you have so many?" I pull it from my mouth, offering it to him. "No, answer my question."

"Keeps me quiet. This one is coke if you want it. I only really like the coke ones but I have an apple one in my pocket I'm sure- no? Cool."

"Why do all your clothes have holes in them? Why are your shirts so cropped?" I smiled as I took a drag, watching her continue to pace. "I fall a lot and I cut my shirts. I don't like the hemming on the ends."

"Weird. Buy new clothes if you rip them." He stops his pacing for a second. "Pointless. They work just fine. They don't cause trouble why get rid of them? Why are you out here pacing?"

"I was in there but I ended up leaving." I gasp. "No way. I hadn't even noticed. I fucking knew that, what is the reason you are out here? Date? Bad date? Did you get lucky?"

"Could you be any cruder?" He scowls. "Yes. Did you have sex? Did you get some? Did you, uh- did you fuck somebody? Were you fucked by somebody?"

"You just asked the same question twice." I shake my head. "No you're either fucking or you're getting fucked."

"That's disgusting." I shrugged. Walking around with my cig, I offered it but he stared at me like I'd offered him to fucking satan himself. "Bad date?"

"Sure." He says, staring up at the sky. "Ah, who with?" He shook his head. "Doesn't matter."

"You're boring then aren't you. Whatever, I'm going in, Tyler and Hero are in there if you wanted to- I don't know, make friends or whatever." He whips his head round to me.

"You're being nice?" He asked. "Ew, no. I'm not that drunk. They're in there for you or, whatever." I could hear him walking with me. Making it to the bar was a fucking struggle.

They were both sat there arguing as usual. "You two, uh- what's his name is here. You have a third person to do shots with." Hero drags him over. I moved down towards the empty stairs.

Watching the night go by with the shots pouring down my throat.

My eyes were on Louis pretty much the whole night. Which was odd. I mean he's fragile but Tyler wasn't and he's been with Tyler the whole night.

So why the fuck is my heart burning?

I wasn't worried. I didn't care. "Harry! We're leaving!" Hero yells up at me. Louis was moving in slow motion for reasons I didn't know. His hair was all sweaty and his jacket was gone.

I was drunk.

And clearly in some sort of drunken rage or something.

Once we'd gotten out I walked behind them pretty much the whole time. Listening to them all laugh and talk about what they'd done.

I hadn't really taken in the idea of that they'd just become friends until Tyler started talking about the beach and Louis going with us.

I didn't want him around. I wasn't sure what it was but he just made me angry constantly.

What the fuck was so funny? Why was he smiling so much? "Ice cream?" Louis turns around to ask me. "Whatever."

"Why the angry face?" He tilts his head, my heart dropping to my stomach. "Fuck off."

"You want the strawberry one again? Yeah you do." He grabs my jacket, pulling me into the booth with him. "So you want strawberry and you want mint chocolate?" Louis nods.

"Okay cool. Go." Hero pushes a very drunk Tyler with her as I tried to remember where I'd seen her. "What's your favourite song?" Louis asked. "What?" He leans against his hand. "What's your favourite song?" He repeats.

"I don't know. Hold on till may, I guess." He nods. "I don't know what that is."

"Pierce the veil." He tuts. "Oh. Mines wires by the neighbourhood." I had expected so many things, that wasn't one of them. "What?" I fucking wrote on that song. "Yeah."

I wrote on that ep last year. "Cool." He nods. "What's your favourite colour?" He asked. "I don't have one." Louis nods. "Yes you do."

"Why'd you ask me if you're just going to tell me?" I turned to look at him, the biggest smile on his face. "What?"

"Your favourite colour is grey. Literally everything you own is grey. Mine is red, it's such a nice colour. So many variations of it, and they're all pretty too, especially dark red though, I love dark red."

"Don't always talk this much?" He nods. "Yes. As I was saying, I got this light and I can change the colours, most of the time it's red and everybody thinks I'm having sex but I just really love the colour. Although I can never actually see anything- but I've gotten pretty used to it."

"I miss when you just told me to fuck off and ignored me." I sit back, messing with my shirt, his eyes still on me. "Okay. They ran out of cookie dough which is literally the worst news in the world, but here you go."

Tyler hands me the ice cream, I had to try and get myself ready for it because if I didn't I'd end up showing I hated it and then I'd just ruin the whole thing and I don't want to deal with it.

Plus that would mean I lied yesterday which pisses me off more than anything.

"Harry did you just sit and mope the whole night?" Tyler asked. "No I had sex in the cleaning room." They all huffed. "Gross."

"It was great actually, Tyler. Don't talk shit on my hobbies." He scoffs. "That is not a hobby, it's comping mechanism for whatever the fuck you've got going on."

"Oh yeah I'm really struggling." I was struggling to fucking eat this goddamn ice cream. "Oh god I'm so excited to get into my bed." Hero whispered to her ice cream. "You usually talk to your food? Yeah?" She nods at me. "Constantly."

"Yeah I don't think I'm the one with the problem here." Tyler usually stares at her with some form of want in his eyes, but this was full desperation and need. "We need to get him to bed before he jumps at you and confesses something." Louis said, laughing as he taps Tyler's cheek. "I'm fine here."

"Mhm, come on." We all stand up, I throw Tyler over my shoulder, passing my ice cream to Hero. Thankfully she'd eaten it before I could ask for it back. "Okay, goodnight."

"Night." Louis gives me an awkward nod, so I gave one back. "Night."

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